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oh my prettymuch phase, didn’t even listen to their music. i just read zion x reader fanfiction😭
See Through
Zion x Y/N
Warnings: nothing just Zion comforting you and kinda angst I think I guess swearing ?
You were standing in the bathroom mirror looking at your figure, You didn't like what you saw you hated what you saw, You thought your stomach was to big you thought that your cheeks were to big you just didn't like it, Then comments from Zions latest post of you "Zion could do so much better", "I don't even know why Zion is even with her smh", "She's not even that pretty", "she's so big", All these things rushing through your head you began to tear up, Then the front door opens from down stairs you didn't notice because you were to busy looking at your figure, then suddenly you hear Zion "Mamas I'm here" He calls from down stairs "Y/N" He runs up stairs "Baby, Baby were you at" He opens the door to see you in the mirror then he gets concerned when he sees your face, He walks in and wraps his arms around your waste "What's wrong mamas" "I don't know" You say, He says "What do you mean tell me baby" "I don't like the way my body looks I'm just not comfortable" "Oh well I think you fine like beautiful" "Z your just saying cuz your my boyfriend", He turns you around with his hands still on your waste " Baby I'm not just saying that ok everything say I to you I fucking mean it I meant that shit , your beautiful your fucking stunning no body could compare all these people saying shit don't mean nothing its just you and me baby, Your body is beautiful mamas don't ever forget that, Your curves amazing, Your face amazing, everything about you amazing I fucking love you Y/n", Zion had left you speech less all you could do was stare into his eyes, You kissed his lips "Thank you baby I really needed that" you smile " No worries baby id do anything to make you feel good" "Can we cuddle ? " you ask "Of course mamas" You and Zion cuddle "Love you baby" you say "I love you to Y/n".
Hey yall hope you like the new theme and i hope you have a great say/ night and I hope you enjoyed "<3 🤎🥺
Free
Nick Mara x Reader
Imagine on my fandom Instagram?: No
Prompt or Request or Requested Prompt?: No
Style of Writing: Song Imagine
Rating: PG-13 ~ For fluff and cuteness, but more adult commentary or even some triggering content.
Edited: Yes
Word count: 3,914 including lyrics
Ko-fi
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Warnings: Mention of puking, Couples angst, Zion being a little bit mean, Mention of abuse. We believe that is all, but please let us know if you catch anything we didn’t.
You can listen to the story be read out loud here.
Post Date & Time: June 29th, 2022 at 10:42 PM
Summary: Nick struggles with the feelings of needing to let the reader go. Seems like they’ve been fighting all the time lately. Maybe they’ve just grown apart. Will they be ok? Or will Nick have to make the hard decision of letting the reader go?
Based off of this song:
♪ Love, love, love
It's a cold world, getting colder
So it hurts my heart to let you down, down
It was young love, but we're older ♪
Nick’s Pov: *Flashback*
“I didn’t compare you to Alexys, y/n,” I say, shaking my head as she frowns at me.
“Yes you did! You totally did. Do I need to call up the boys? They heard it too!” Y/n yells and I sigh, shaking my head.
“I did not compare you! All I said was how I liked something she used to do!” I yell back and she huffs.
“Exactly! You said how you wished I did it too. News flash: I’m NOT Alexys, Nick! I’m me!” she yells as tears come to her eyes.
“You know I didn’t mean it like that!! I just liked that she used to do it! I didn’t mean you had to!” I exclaim and she huffs.
“When you say I wish she did it too, that’s kinda what it implies, Nick!!” she yells back and I groan, rubbing at my face.
“I just missed it recently, that’s all!! Don’t you ever just miss something Anthony did?!” I yell and she shakes her head vehemently.
“No, Nick, I don’t! He was abusive and you know it! I don’t miss a thing that he did because I LOVE YOU! More than I EVER loved him,” she barks with her arms crossed as she turns away from me.
“I’ve told you, it was always you,” she whispers out as tears well up in her eyes.
“I can’t even look at you. What happened to us? You promised this wouldn’t happen! Nick, how could you just throw countless years of friendship and almost three years together away?” she asks as she looks away from me as she continues to cry and I reach out to her.
“I didn't throw anything away. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean for it to sound like I was comparing you guys,” I say in a softer tone as I reach out to her.
“No. Don’t even touch me…” she fumes, pushing my hands away from her.
“I’m going to be sick…” she sobs out as she puts a hand to her mouth.
“You still want her, don’t you? Oh my gosh. What has this been, then?” she asks as she points between us and I quickly shake my head.
“No. I’ve wanted-” I start to deny it before she cuts me off.
“Shit. I’ve just been a rebound girl, haven’t I? Exactly what I didn’t want to be when this started,” she asks as she points between us again before pulling at her hair.
“Nick, you promised! You promised me I wouldn’t lose you!” she screams before hiccuping and I try to reach out to her again.
“You’ve never been, nor would you be, a rebound for me. Hell, I told you when we got together that I’ve been in love with you since we were fourteen, y/n, and that’s still the truth,” I say as I reach out for her and again she pushes my hands away.
“I said don’t touch me and I don’t believe that right now,” she growls at me before letting out a sigh and running off.
I run after her and watch as she slams down on her knees before releasing the lunch we just had into the toilet. I bend down and hold her hair for her. She groans before pushing my hands away again.
“I think I’m going to ask B if I can stay with him for a few days. I think we need a break,” she groans out as she sits and lays her head against the wall.
“No. Come on. Let’s work this out,” I protest and she holds up a hand up at me.
“Just stop…” she whimpers and I feel tears come to my eyes now.
“Mamas, please don’t leave,” I beg, shaking my head to try and will the tears to go away.
“I’m sorry Nick, but I need time. I’ll still be there for you because you're still my best friend as you always will be, but I can’t even look at you right now,” she says as she bites at her lip before standing up.
“I just need time. Comparing me to your ex really hurt me. You know Anthony did that to me all the time. I never thought you’d do it…” she whispers as her tears flow fully now.
I watch as she quickly brushes her teeth, then throws her toothbrush in the trash before pushing past me. She walks down the hall to our room and I stay frozen in my spot. I hear her speaking softly for a few minutes before she comes back out with her backpack over her shoulder.
“Please. Mamas, I’m so sorry. Please, please let us work this out. I didn’t mean it,” I practically beg and she scoffs.
“Yeah. Like you didn’t mean it that time you said her name in your sleep?” she asks and I groan before pushing my anger down.
“I can’t control my dreams, mamas. We’ve talked about that. It was purely an accident. Just like today was,” I say and she shakes her head.
“I’m sorry Nick, I’m done believing you. I can’t believe you right now and I don’t know if I ever will again,” she whispers out and I let a tear fall.
I helplessly watch as she walks out the front door and sigh as it closes behind her. I sit on the couch and just let myself go numb.
End of Flashback
♪ And we grew apart, look at us now, now
We don't have to fix it all to work it out
If you really love me then you'll let me set you free
Set you free
Just breathe
Let me set you free ♪
Nick’s Pov:
I jump when I hear the door to the apartment open, making me turn to see Zion and Edwin walking in. Zion walks into the kitchen and Edwin comes over to sit next to me. Zion comes back in with a bottle of water and hands it to me.
“How is she doing?” I ask hesitantly and Zion sighs.
“She’s doing about the same as you,” Edwin answers and I shake my head.
“It’s been two weeks…” I whisper out and Zion groans.
“What do you expect, man? You really hurt her. You didn’t see her the night she walked into B’s house. She was, and still is, utterly heartbroken dude. Broke down a bunch of times over the last two weeks,” Zion snaps at me and I nod as tears come to my eyes.
“Shut up, will you? He’s hurting too,” Edwin softly says as he pats my back.
“No. I will not go easy on him, Edwin. You haven’t been there to see her break down. She feels as though he’s lied to her this whole time,” Zion says and I sigh, shaking my head.
“I didn’t lie to her. I made a mistake. Maybe he’s right though, E. Maybe it’s time I just…” I stop myself from talking with a hiccup as I try to hold back my tears.
“Maybe… maybe it’s time I… l-l-let her go…” I choke out while my throat trembles as I hold back my emotions.
“No. Z, tell him that’s not what you mean. You know he loves her. You said it yourself the moment we met these two, they were made for one another,” Edwin says as he shakes his head.
“Yeah, but that’s why she said didn’t want to tell him her feelings. Remember? She was so scared to lose him,” Zion confesses and Edwin lets out a light growl at him.
“Z. If you don’t shut up…” Edwin trails off as he points a finger at him.
“Nick, listen to me. I know for a fact you didn’t mean it. The world has just been super cold lately and you both have changed. You’ve grown up. Your love started out as the love you guys had growing up with one another, easy,” Edwin tries to explain, but I just shake my head in confusion, making him sigh.
“What I mean is, I don’t think you know how to love the older versions of yourselves. You guys fell in love at a young age when love just comes easy to people. Especially when you grow up knowing the other like the back of your hand,” Edwin keeps trying to explain to me from what he’s seen, but I just still give him a confused look.
“You didn’t get together till you were older. Things change, people change and that’s ok. I think you guys have both been stuck in the past. You guys just haven’t learned to grow with one another,” Edwin continues to explain before groaning when I shake my head.
“No. I think it’s time. I think I need to… s-s-set her free. We have been fighting far too much lately,” I whimper out and Edwin sighs.
“If you do that you’ll only break her even more. She’s already feeling like she’s lost you as a boyfriend, don't let her lose her best friend too,” Edwin continues to push and Zion lets out an angry grunt.
“Zion, let's go. He needs some time to think this over by himself. Nick, please take care of yourself. I don’t wanna come back and find you like I did last week,” Edwin cautions with a stern look my way and I nod at him.
♪ Looking back, what we had just ain't what it was
Got too attached way too fast and it's all because
It wasn't easy, easy, for the both of us
You say you need me, need me, it's just comfortable
I get emotional, I wear my heart on my sleeve
It ain't disposable, you know Balenci' ain't cheap ♪
Nick’s Pov:
After the boys leave, I let out a sigh before pushing up off the couch. I walk into the hall and immediately stop in the entrance of the hall when I see one of the many pictures of us. I slowly reach up to it and take it off the wall before I get sucked into the memory.
~ Flashback ~
“Nick!” Y/n cries out as I pinch her side.
“What?” I ask in faux innocence.
“Stop!” she says with a giggle as I tickle her.
“What? I’m just watching a movie with my girl,” I say with a shrug.
“No, you're not. You're tickling me when I wanna watch the movie,” she accuses and I fake innocence again.
“I have no clue what you mean, mamas. I am watching the movie,” I continue to deny as I turn my head to the tv.
“That’s a lie and you know it!” she exclaims and I chuckle.
“Oh ok… how could I ever lie to you,” I say as I snuggle into her neck, making her giggle.
“I love you, Nicky,” she says as she scratches at my scalp.
“Hmm… that’s good to hear. Cause I love you too,” I say as we both slowly relax into one another.
“Tired, Nicky?” she asks as she continues to massage my scalp.
“Hmm…” I tiredly mumble out.
“Sleep, my love. Sleep,” she says before giving my cheek a kiss and before I know it, my eyes close.
It’s not till much, much later that I wake up to the sound of chuckles. With a light groan, I open one eye to see Zion, Edwin and Austin standing in front of the tv. Austin has his phone and I hear a click before they all start to snicker again.
“Well good morning, Nicky boy,” Zion jokes as he bats his eyelashes at me and I roll my eyes.
I feel a puff of air on my neck and then y/n lets out a small groan. I look down at her now that she’s literally on top of me as she cuddles into me a little more. She nuzzles her nose into my neck then seems to go right back to sleep.
“Would you guys shut up? You're going to wake her. Believe me, you guys don’t want a cranky y/n,” I whisper out harshly to them before pulling y/n a little closer.
“Whatever…” Zion says before walking out of the room.
“You guys are so cute together,” Austin says as he sits down in the chair next to the couch.
“Look…” he says as he puts his phone out for me to look at.
I crank my neck just enough to be able to see what he’s talking about. I let out a light laugh when I see he had taken a picture of us cuddling:
“Dude, y’all fell asleep cuddling and holding hands, that’s hella cute,” Austin says and I chuckle.
“It is, isn't it? I really love her, man,” I say and he grins as he pulls his phone back.
“As you should. She's special, man. Take care of her,” he says and I smile.
“Of course I will. I always have,” I say as I stroke her back lightly.
“I mean you already did. Don’t lose that. She’s really broken, man. That Anthony did a real number on her…” he says, making me nod before looking down at her again.
“I know…” I say as I trace the light bruise that’s still on her cheek. She shivers a bit, making me stop so I don’t wake her.
“She’s mine now. He’s not ever coming near her again. If he does, he’s dead,” I say as I hold her a little tighter than before.
“And we all know you’ll keep that promise. You always do, Mr. Protective,” Austin jokes and I chuckle.
“You know it’s really kinda funny that you two got together just because of the abuse,” Austin remarks and I again crank my neck to look at him.
“Why’s it funny?” I ask and he grins.
“Cause you Nick would have never asked her out before it all. I’m sorry to tell you man, but you had absolutely no balls when around her,” he jokes and I scoff before moving my neck back.
“That’s an absolute lie, man,” I agree and he just gives me an ‘mmm-hmm'.
“All I’m saying is she needed you and you needed her without even realizing it…” he explains before trailing off as it goes quiet for a moment.
“Wanna watch something?” Austin pipes up and I shrug.
“Sure. Just not the game…” I say and he lets out a laugh.
“Duh. I’m not stupid. You’d wake her up with all your yelling,” he says and I roll my eyes.
“No I wouldn’t…” I say and he shakes his head.
“Whatever you say man. Whatever you say,” he says as he continues to laugh.
“Hey. Can you send me that picture of us?” I ask and he hums as he presses play on whatever he’s chosen to watch before picking his phone up off his lap.
A few minutes later, I feel my phone buzz next to my hip and I grin as I pull it out. I open the picture up and save it before setting my phone back down.
“Thanks, man,” I say as I turn to look at the tv.
“You're welcome, Nicky…” he says jokingly and I chuckle.
Instead of watching whatever he puts on the tv, I watch her sleep and smile lightly at the fact that she’s now safe in my arms. Three weeks ago, she was in hell and I was in hell that I hadn’t noticed. A best friend should notice when something is wrong, and I had no clue.
But when I learned he was hurting her I couldn’t take it and went full protective. Now three weeks later, we’re only a week into dating and I couldn’t be happier to have her safe in my arms.
~End of Flashback~
I hold the picture as the memory plays out and I let out a light sob as I trace over the picture with my finger. I let another tear fall as I put the picture back up before sighing. I then shuffle to our room and stop in the doorway when I see Mr. Cuddles on the bed.
I chuckle, shaking my head at the very simple name before going over to pick up the old koala. When I lift him up I hold him close to me for a second before rushing to our closet. I quickly put on my shoes and almost fall over in the process.
Once both shoes are on and my feet are safely on the floor, I rush back through to the living room. I stop in the little foyer we have before grabbing my keys off the hook. Then I run out to my car and quickly get into the driver's side.
I set Mr. Cuddles in the passenger seat before starting my car up and pulling my buckle on. Once my buckle is in place and the car is started up, I drive to B’s. After a fifteen to twenty minute drive, I’m pulling up outside his house.
I quickly turn my car off before unbuckling and grabbing Mr. Cuddles. I set the stuffed animal against the steering wheel and I sigh, knowing what I have to do. After a moment of staring at the koala, I open my car door and get out.
After getting out, I lock my door and walk up the old familiar driveway of the home I used to live in. I walk up to the door and take a deep breath as I raise my hand to knock.
♪ It isn't easy, easy, tryna say goodbye
But just believe me, leave me, you're gonna be alright
We don't have to fix it all to work it out
If you really love me then you'll let me set you free
Set you free
Just breathe
Let me set you free ♪
Your pov:
I sigh when I hear a knock on the front door and pause the movie I’m watching. Then I get up with my blanket dragging behind me to open the door. When I do open the door, I let out a light gasp when I see Nick.
“What are you doing here?” I ask as I lean against the door.
“You forgot Mr. Cuddles, and as your best friend my job is to make sure you have him,” he explains as he holds the koala up.
“Well, thanks.” I reach out and take the bear from him.
“Actually, umm, can we talk?” he quickly asks and I shake my head.
“I don’t know, Nick…” I answer as I shrug and hug the bear a little closer.
“Please, mamas… just give me fifteen minutes,” he practically begs and I sigh before moving to the side.
“Fifteen minutes, that’s all you get,” I explain as he walks through the door.
“So I know all we’ve been doing is fighting…” Nick starts and I nod.
“And I started to think about it…” he continues, but he takes a pause as tears gather in his eyes.
“I’ve been thinking that maybe it’s time to s…set you free. You deserve the world and it seems I can’t give you that like I once could,” he finally finishes and refuses to look up at me. There’s a very pregnant pause as I try to figure out what I’m hearing.
♪ We don't have to fix it all to work it out
If you really love me then you'll let me set you free, yeah
Set you free, yeah
Just breathe, oh, oh
Let me set you free
We don't have to fix it all to work it out
If you really love me, then you'll let me set you free ♪
“Nick, what the hell are you saying?” I ask, shaking my head and he finally looks up at me.
“Mamas, I’ll still be your best friend. I just can’t be the man you need,” he explains and I shake my head.
“Why are you saying this? This isn’t what I want,” I say before putting my head in my hands as my elbows lean into my knees.
“But it’s what we need, y/n,” he continues on and I blow out a frustrated puff of air.
“No, it isn’t! Nick, we can't just stop everything when it gets hard. I thought we loved each other? Do you not love me anymore?” I ask and he looks away from me again.
“No. If you're going to say you don’t, I want you to look me in the eyes and say it,” I command and he keeps his eyes away from me still.
“I don’t love you anymore,” he mumbles out and I groan in frustration.
“That is a fat lie, Nick, and you know it,” I make a point that has his eyes snapping over to mine.
“Say it now. While you're looking me in the eye,” I command again and he lets out a sigh while shaking his head.
“I can't do it! Ok! I can’t tell you I don’t when I really and I mean really do!” he shouts now and I smile softly.
“See, we can’t go thinking things through when we’re not in the right mind space, babe,” I explain as I now get up from my seat.
“But I’m not the man you need…” Nick sadly shakes his head.
“Nick. Honey. Couples fight all the time. We’ll be ok. It just means we have a healthy relationship,” I explain as I lift his face up.
“Are you sure? I don’t wanna be the reason your life is all wrong,” he admits and I smile softly again.
“Nick, the fact you were thinking about me over yourself says a whole lot. I’m very sure you won’t mess up my life. We’ve been together for three years, my love. I’ll always love you. You were and still are my hero, even when we’re in a stupid fight,” I explain as I now sit in his lap and tears make way to his eyes.
“Are you really, really sure?” he asks and I giggle.
“I mean sure, we’ve fought a little more than normal lately, but I wouldn’t change us for the world, Nicky. I absolutely love you and I plan on marrying you one day,” I explain and he slowly starts to smile.
“Oh you do now, do ya?” he asks and I put my forehead to his.
“Of course I do. My number one, remember?” I ask and he smiles.
“Oh I remember. Will you be coming home now?” he asks and I smile, nodding.
“Help me pack up, yeah? I’ll leave a note or text B,” I explain as I get up off his lap and he nods.
“Before we do any of that…” he trails off before pulling me back to him.
“Let me kiss you first,” he smirks as I just nod and then he’s kissing me.
He caresses my face softly and I smile as he pulls away. He puts his forehead to mine and I giggle as his hand lightly trails down my arm. I shiver lightly before his hand grips on mine and my fingers interlock with his.
“Let’s go home? Yeah?” he asks me and I grin before nodding.
“Yeah. Let’s go home,” I agree with my grin growing.
The End…
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Cross The Line- Z.K (18+)
Warnings: through the clothes shenanigans, heavy kissing, oral (f and m receiving) , Z being soft
You hate parties. You always have, always will- and Zion knows that better than anyone. He can see the dejection written all over that soft, familiar face of yours, annoyance hidden between the tight furrow of your brows.
His breath is warm against your ear, and you shiver against his side as you begin to feel increasingly tempted to burrow yourself in his hoodie altogether.
“Too many people here, huh?”
“Yeah, and I’m cold.” You scowl, a chuckle falling from his plump lips as he throws a long, heavy arm around your slumped shoulders, pressing you closer to the heat of his body.
You rest your head against his shoulder, and the smell of cologne brings you comfort, along with the scent of dryer sheets- the snuggle ones specifically, he refuses to use anything else. You love him more for it.
“Finally.”
Your eyes threaten to close, just before you hear his voice, the octave low enough to send vibrations through his chest, the sensation causing a stir in your belly.
You push the wandering thought to the back of your mind as a hoard of people begin moving towards the small leather couch you and Zion are sat on, a blunt resting snugly between the fingers of the party’s host.
“C'mere mama.”
Strong hands gently grip the small of your waist, your feet moving faster than your brain as you find yourself sitting atop Zions firm thighs, his broad chest pressed against your back.
hugs & masterchefs
Thanks for your request @babygirlmil hope I made it justice. It was starting to get a bit long, so I had to stop lol. I am sorry if it sucks haha <3
Zion Kuwonu x Reader
She was sitting at a bar stool, legs swinging back and forth as she watched the boys in front of her. They were discussing something, she couldn’t really hear over the loud music they were blasting. Her fingers tapped at her thighs to the beat of the song that was echoing between the walls, she lightly hummed the lyrics as she continued watching the boys. One, in particular, was leaning against a wall while rolling his eyes every now and then. Clearly he was not that interested in whatever the other four were talking about. Her lips curved up in a smile when she noticed that his eyes had found hers, he gave her a small cheeky grin while mouthing something about the other boys being idiots. She stifled a laugh at that, shaking her head at him and mouthing that he needed to be more serious. He pretended to not see her when she did that.
Her thumb was moving over her screen at rapid speed, scrolling up and down over the countless pictures that adorned her Instagram for you page. She stopped for a bit when a certain picture caught her eye. He was grinning from ear to ear, his dreads hanging loosely around his head and he had one arm around her. Looking up at him, she was smiling as big as he was. She double-tapped the picture, it was a fan that had reposted the old picture, it was probably from around a year ago. She liked it though and was happy that she had countless more pictures of him with his arms draped around her body.
The music came to a stop and she looked up from her phone, only to see the boys lined up in front of the camera. Zion gave her a little wink before he turned his attention to the camera and everything the other boys were saying.
“So what is something you are looking for in the master, the master dish?” Brandon asked, her boyfriend just shrugged and said: “Look they are both going to suck, it depends on which one sucks a little less, you know what I am saying.” She rolled her eyes at that statement, but she couldn’t blame him either. She lived with all of them almost all the time, and a well-cooked and tasty meal was a rare find in that house.
She hopped off the barstool and made her way towards her boyfriend, now standing alone since the boys finally had landed in the kitchen, the camera following their every move. A small laugh escaped her lips as she watched Austin play with the knives. “Austin, stop you are going to poke an eye out.” She yelled at him, still not being able to hide the amused expression that clouded her features. The boy with long brown hair just shook his head at her while putting the knives down.
Sick day shower with Nick anyone?
Nick running you a hot ass shower because you just feel icky. He gets in there with you to help you. Massages your scalp with the shampoo then running his hands through the bottom half of your hair with the conditioner. Helps you scrub your body, putting your arms on his chest to scrub them gently. Pressing a kiss to the backs of your hands. Resting your head on his chest as he rinses your hair. Then giving himself a shower while you just chill in there with him. Getting out when he’s done, wrapping a towel around his hips. Running to get your towel out of the dryer. Wrapping you in a towel burrito and carrying you to your room. A wet haired Nick with a towel hanging around his hips.
hesitate (z.k)
prompt: loosely based off the song ‘hesitate’ by jonas brothers
requested: uhh kinda, prompt given to me by @cnco-much *kinda got carried away with the single prompt, so i’m sorry if it’s not what you wanted but hope you like it nonetheless*
warnings: none
smoke hung in the air of his room as you lay on zion, your head rested on his lap, braids pulled up into an incredibly disheveled bun. the two of you scrolled on your phones, a blunt hanging in his free hand. you broke your stare on your phone to glance up at the boy, staring in admiration as he dragged a heavy breath in. your tongue darted out to your lips as he closed his eyes, allowing the smoke to escape his mouth as his eyes slowly opened. he dropped his chin to his chest, his eyes locking with yours, causing a hazy smile to spread across your lips.
‘hi’ you spoke softly, both of your eyes hooded as you held the glance. you watched as his gaze drifted from your eyes, to your lips and continued to float around your face, his lips parted slightly. you hummed in question, his eyes snapping back to yours.
‘i love you’ it was random, it was immediate and it was the first one. those three words were enough to sober you up as you sat up, subconsciously scooting down the bed. you smiled in disbelief, shaking your head slightly before taking your hair down, solely to put it back up. you laughed quietly to yourself, wrapped a chunk of braids around the rubber band to finish it off, now rubbing your hands down your thighs.
‘you’re kidding’ you shrugged, seeming as if you were trying to convince yourself of his actions. your reaction in itself caused him to sit up against the headboard and rub his eyes harshly, forcing himself to sober up. he furrowed his eyebrows, leaning towards you, one hand suspended in the air in surrender. his other hand came down to rest on your knee, his hand cool against your rising body heat.
‘hey,’ you kept your head down, continuing to shake your head until he lifted his hand off your knee to grip your chin carefully. your eyes stayed down but he continued to talk to you. ‘i’m not kidding, and you don’t have to say it back’ he dipped his head lower to lock eyes once more, ‘you don’t have to say it back, and that’s okay’ you bit your tongue, confused as he explained, the words seeming foreign linked together.
you raised your head, eyes still slightly watery from the high and you relaxed, leaning forward to rest your head on his shoulder. you sighed softly as his hand came to brace the back of your neck, drifting down to your back at times.
‘i can’t say it back’ you mumbled, taking note of how he didn’t pause, he didn’t tense up, but just placed a kiss on your neck before shrugging.
‘and that’s all good, don’t be scared’ he pulled away from you, music still playing quietly as he leaned in to press a chaste kiss on your lips, both of you smiling softly. ‘aye’ his trademark smirk toyed on his lips, his dimples poking out, ‘i’m on your side’. you both left it at that, simply laying back down as he turned trippie up, head banging as he rolled one more.
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a few months passed, the two of you still committed, but you were still scared. scared of not knowing whether he would get tired of saying those words with no response more than a shy smile or kiss. the two of you were back in his head, the credits of inside out playing on his computer. he had an arm thrown around your shoulder and he glanced down as he felt you shaking slightly, laughing loudly as tears fell down your face. you rolled your eyes and slapped his chest, causing him to recoil, bracing his hands to protect himself.
‘bruh chill!’ he laughed, spazzing out slightly as he did so. you sloppily wiped at your cheeks with his sweatshirt sleeve that hung off your hands, pushing your body into his.
‘leave me alone’ you groaned, ‘he just wanted riley to go to the moon.’ you pouted, crossing your arms with a huff. he looked down at you, rolling his eyes before wrapping his arms around your shoulders, pulling you into him. you stuck your head out in the opposite direction, stifiling a laugh as he huffed and stood off the bed completely. you turned to face where he stood at the end of the bed, letting out a yell s he tackled you into the bed. he showered kisses into your face, pulling helpless laughs out of you as you shuffled under his hold. you attempted to stop laughing as he hovered above you, the corners of his mouth turning up. you searched his eyes, he shifted so he rested on his forearms, his face right above yours as your hands ran up and down his sides.
your smile got softer as he laughed giddily above you, a smug look on his face, knowing he had won the little battle you had. you swallowed, blinking slowly before smiling back at him as he rested his lips on your forehead.
‘i love you’ you held a laugh back as he froze, his lips still on your skin. he looked down at you after pulling back, pushing his nose against yours.
‘say it again’ you smiled, biting your bottom lip softly. you laughed loudly as he rolled over, pulling you on top of him. you grabbed the sides of the his face squeezing his cheeks together, smiling as his lips popped out. you kissed his puckered lips pulling back to look him directly in the eyes.
‘i love you caleb’ he smiled toothily, leaning up to meet your lips again. you two laid together another disney movie playing, but you couldn’t care less, sharing quiet ‘i love you’s’ as you drifted off.
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