1. a song I associate with my muse’s personality
Born To Lose - Black Sabbath
Born To Lose is really in my opinion about two people. One is appearing ‘Not born to lose’, seen in the second paragraph and the other is free of fear, appearing in the first paragraph. I’d like to imagine both people are Shawes but different sides of her. One who is paranoid that she’s at a disadvantage at life, but bargains with the unbeatable champion anyway, and also the side of her that’s determined, “You think I’m chasing shadows in the dark, well, I’m not born to lose.” There’s a self-fuelled egotism about her that no one else feels towards her so she carries herself and that’s how she’s always lived.
3.a boss battle song for fighting my muse
I wish there was a studio version recording of this because it’s deffo dramatic and stand off material with a serial killer. It definitely encapsulates Shawe’s love for heavy metal, but also the weight, strength and intimidation as a fighter.
4.a song lyric that describes my muse
“I’m fighting a losing battlePretending to winRepenting to holy unknownsPretending to sinAll I do is hide the woundsWhere blood just won't congealThey couldn't ever take my soul'Cos it isn't there to steal”
Secret Loser - Ozzy Osbourne