So here is one of the few places I am really comfortable admitting this right now but lately I've been kinda exploring the major, 90 percent possibility, that I may in fact be genderfluid actually! It's kinda been a pretty big surprise to me tbh

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So here is one of the few places I am really comfortable admitting this right now but lately I've been kinda exploring the major, 90 percent possibility, that I may in fact be genderfluid actually! It's kinda been a pretty big surprise to me tbh
Misha in Timeless though... 😍❤️😍❤️😍❤️ #eliotness #mishacollins #timeless #fuckinghot #nothandlingthiswell #misha #mishasexual #prettysureiam
3 weeks!
Ho.ly.crap.
3 weeks. 21 days. That's SO not a lot of time! Everyone keeps asking me: "Are you ready?" and all I can seem to do is laugh at them. Not that I'm not ready to get on the road. But how does anyone ever actually prepare for this....?
The east coast part of my trip is pretty well planned and stable. But that's only the first week I'm gone! Richmond is pretty set in stone. So is Wilmington. I'm also thinking about taking a day or two to cut inland and go to Asheville & Charlotte, NC. You know...friends and things. I have an offer of a place to stay in each. And I've heard awesome things about Asheville. Charleston, SC is a bit up in the air. My cousin and his family live there. I've been in touch with his wife. No confirmation on a place to stay, but I also have friends that have friends there that might be able to help out and I've got a couchsurfing request out for Charleston too. Atlanta, GA is confirmed too. But then it's kinda confusing and uncertain between Atlanta and Denver. It's just kind of scary. The uncertainty in the middle is terrifying. Everyone keeps saying I'll be fine, and I hope I will....
I'm stressin' about money. I'm trying to work as much as possible, but I seem to be getting dealt shitty work schedules at both restaurants right now. Either not as many shifts, or sharing shifts with others. Not cool. It's not like I was expecting to be able to spend a ton of money on this trip...but it WOULD be nice to be able to spend some money, on things other than food and gas. :\
What if I fail miserably at this? Is everyone going to judge me? Or am I just too hard on myself....
Blech.
Terrified.