#amicrazy?

[bootlegramdomneess]

Thinking about Sydney's thoughtful Chaos and how Carmy is comfortable with chaotic chaos and how Sydney may be consciously or subconsciously fusing their two personality traits together on the menu?

[yaunaz]

So Ik I’ve been gone for some time, but I’m in the middle of watching S2 of Legacies (which is 1000x better than the first) and I know I’m thinking way too deep about this and way too early BUT I have a strong feeling that in like S4 (if it makes it that far) The writers will sneak Sebastian in as Hope’s love interest. There are few reason why I suspect this.

1) Hope met, got to know, and fell in love with Landon all in the first season, we all know the first loves are not the permanent loves when it comes to the Vampire Diaries Legacy. (Hint Elena and Stephan and literally ever other “first” couple)

2) Maybe this one is a stretch but Landon somewhat reminds me of Stephan, not personality wise, but there’s an air there and it’s really giving me that vibe. Sebastian reminds me of a way more compassionate Damon. And I hate comparisons but I’m only making them because each character is individual and different than the original ones. My comparison is a good sign dw.

3) There’s that irritable tension between Hope and Sebastian that Ik will turn into mild friendship and maybe even confidante, to sexual tension that will slowly develop over time and we’ll gush over their insane romantic connection.....ring a bell?

Now, the show did okay the first season, but I’m not going to lie, if they want to keep the original fans hooked, we are gonna need to see some SERIOUS tension and later fireworks between two unpredictable yet predictable characters at some point. Don’t get me wrong, we don’t want an identical Delena Relationship, but we do want a relationship that takes the cake of the show and you need immense fireworks to do so. With Hope being the lead and already having several love interests, this won’t be hard BUT the reason why I suspect it won’t be anyone of the love interests she has already, is because the writers love a good twist. Also, Sebastian is HOT HOT HOT. Landon isn’t bad but.... 😗

The reason why I say S4 is because we still have to allow time to get past whatever drama they put in between Lizzie/Sebastian and Landon/Hope. We also need that mild build up confidante relationship between Hope and Sebastian. I don’t know if Hope will free her vampire side in this season but I have a feeling that when she does, besides Alaric, Sebastian is gonna be one of the people she’ll have to go to. Sebastian did a very good job at helping MG. Maybe that’s where that confidante relationship will come in, kinda like a Stephan/Caroline vibe. Anyways, I hope this pans out because I can see them together and I think they’d be a key couple to focus on as the story line progresses and we journey through with these teens, into adult hood.

[whimsycreature888]

kinda want to be a mom but not have biological kids.

I know i may be young , but why does every person look astonished or repulsed when i say i want to adopt kids instead of birthing god knows who from my vagina???

And first of all, to have a kid (anatomically speaking) i need to INTERACT with a man , and that’s a big no no for me. I know single parenting can be hard, but if i ever was stable economically i would prefer raising an adopted kid that i love instead of making decisions with a man.

[naturalselector010]

Mhmmmm yes

[mipolarexp]

Sometimes, I worry I'm insane.

My memory decieved me in cahoots with my eyes. They tricked me, warped it. Confused, I can't tell if I'm right. Sometimes its embarrassing. Was it real or fake?

It's hard being a fruitfly

[oliviosocosmos-blog]

Time travel

Ok, so what if time travel is possible and we do it all the time. BUT, what if our physical form/selves cant travel thru time, but mentally or subconsciously we can. And that's what memories, flashbacks, or visions are. And it gets better. What if PTSD and other mental issues that deal with remembering the past are because when your non-physical form went back into that time, a part of it got stuck there. Or even while it was happening, your brain recognized that theres is something significant/traumatizing about that specific moment your experiencing and you leave a piece of yourself there, and that piece keeps calling to the rest of you, and you keep remembering everything.

And it makes sense too because people with PTSD remember everything so vividly, every detail, smells, everything. Soooooo....... yeah theres that.

[cloudlyhere]

i am at this moment

I don’t think I feel things, normally, anymore.

I think that I am okay with this.

My lack of boundaries has turned me in to an amorphous blob, cartwheeling and spinning through whatever is shown to me. I don’t really care what they have to say. It doesn’t make me feel any sort of way. 

I’ve been telling strangers that I love them. Not to their face. I’m not completely crazy. But oftentimes I see someone and my chest swells open and I know that they are on their path, possibly as confused as me, trying so hard to be okay with the place in the world that they reside. This little moment of space and time that they experience. And I just love them. So much. So I say it, out loud. I Love You.  

I try to extend this compassion to myself. And ohmygod I am doing the best that I can. And wow, my eyes often water, I get choked up. 

It is amazing and stupid and so fucking weird to be human or to be a part of this earth at all.

[justmeinthecloset-blog]