'Open Book' - my PT2 introduction post
"I always have been and I always will be open about exactly who I am.
I don't think it's 'cause I was never scared - I get/got scared of different things and this just isn't one of them. But I know I never was ashamed, I always put the blame on one person and tried to direct it away from myself. (I could have felt shame for blaming someone else instead of myself but if you know the story then... HA!! NO! .... No one would/should feel bad for that...) If someone I know finds me on here then I will always be incredibly open about myself and what I've been through until the point that it's none of their goddam business.
Anyway! Let's get to summing me up - I'm a free spirit, but strong willed, my head is pretty much more or less always relaxed but I have my BIG panic moments. Luckily they are getting rarer and rarer gradually over time. I know what I want and I know how my mind works now - still working on trying to controlling it. Sometimes I can't just sit back and let it loose control (so, I guess I ned to work on that).
I like to cheer, dance, sing, act, paint, draw, write, row, run, sew, film and take photos, blog, read. (If I have time for it all) I don't sit still for long but when I do - it's for PT2 <3 x x x"