#pride buddy

[firstmetme]

YAAY ITS YOUR PRIDE BUDDY AND I SAW THAT I YOU ENJOYED YOUr DAY 🙈 I'm so happy to hear that! Hope you're having a good night/day whatever it is for you when you're reading this.

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

Let’s talk about YOU now. I’m going to my first ever pride parade this weekend–have you ever been to one?

[firstmetme]

Hi sweetie it's your pride buddy here. I can only access this account on a super old device that only lets me scroll down so far on your blog before tumblr quits. So I didn't see your responses but I hope today isn't as bad as your anxiety is telling u it's gonna be..Family functions are always anxious for me too..I'm from a place of heavy drinking tho so I'm allowed to drink at them and it helps me tbh 😇 if u can drink at all I recommend it I'm so bad at being helpful. My advice is drink 😅

Thank you for sending this, because I’ve always been that one person who dreads family affairs while the rest of my cousins/aunts/uncles are having the time of their lives while I feel so left out. I made that post based on when I saw these family members 2 years ago and I am so, so, happy that the day turned out the exact opposite of how I was expecting, and it gives me excitement for the future when I see them again. 

(ps, i’m straight edge so i don’t drink so thank god i didn’t have to this time around 😂, but if you’re ever facing a family affair, please come get my support beforehand, ily)

[firstmetme]

Sorry that character limit makes it hard to actually send a decent thoughtful message..I know I'm not supposed to "reveal myself" until the 30th but if you ever feel alone and want to have an actual conversation with someone I don't mind doing that. You aren't alone. You're so cared about. So many people wouldn't know what to do with themselves if u went away. Pls try to hang on

I can’t express in words how much gratitude and appreciation I have for you, sending me this in my lowest moments. I can’t wait to know you better 🤗

[firstmetme]

Hi sweetie. It's your pride buddy. I saw Your personal post and I want you to know that while I'm not you, I understand that mental illness and depression, suicidal thoughts, etc are bitches!! They make life so hard! You are so loved, and deserving of so much more. Im sorry that ur brain feels like beating you up..Also it's way harder to kys painlessly and cleanly than you think. I've googled it too so many times. it's a useless Search, you'll waste your time and make yourself feel worse.

Hi pride buddy, I’m sorry that I didn’t reply to these as quickly as I wanted, but I’d been so busy this past week and a half. I hope you had a happy pride month!!! And now on to wrath 😂

It really, really means a lot that you sent these messages. I try to avoid posting such graphic or personal things online as I get older because it’s the internet, but having your support means the world to me.

I’m so sorry that you’ve been in the same situation where you’ve had these urges and did these google searches and were so close to the end. Having you send this message was the push for me to make sure I stayed away from that sort of triggering material. Thank you so much.

[sarahlovestaylor]

hi! it’s the end of june so i guess i should reveal myself, i was ur pride buddy! i loved talking to u & i hope we can continue to :) -ava💜

aw hey pride bud! my messages are open if you ever wanna talk. i loved getting to know you :')

[parisswift]

Hi Ava! Pride month is over, so I suppose it's time to reveal myself now! I've really enjoyed being your pride buddy and getting to know you more! I hope we can continue to talk! -Azra 💖

omg hi azra!! yes we should continue to talk! i loved talking to u this month! 💗💗

[loveisbraveandwild13]

Hey Buddy ! It’s so nice to finally reveal myself !! My name’s Roz and it’s been so fun sending you messages these past weeks ! I hope we keep being friends !!! xxx🌈🌈🌈

ROZ! Your messages made me smile every time I got them! I am so lucky to have been a part of this and get such an amazing Pride Buddy!!! ❤️💖💛🌈 Thank you so much for making me smile 😊

[parisswift]

So I listened to the album you recommended for me to, and my favourites are 'Diamonds are Forever' and 'Mona Lisa'

omg ur mind!!! those are my faves too! those & hold tight! i’m listening to salute rn i’ll let u know what i think! 💗💗