sorry i think my reply disappeared, but in reply to your post about your pills, as someone that has been on antidepressants for 4 years, i can tell you that even though it sometimes feels like youre giving up by taking them, its so worth it, and one day youll realise how thankful you are that you did take them <3
I still got it, but this works too :3
I know they're going to help, and that's exactly why I asked for them. But I have this mentality that it's okay for everyone else to take them because they need them to get better, but I can do it all by myself. I know I can't, and I know it's not a weakness but it's something I convinced myself of at a young age and I haven't been able to shake the mindset.
These are technically antidepressants but they're meant to help with the anxiety I've been dealing with for the past year and a half. I probably shouldn't have waited so long to get them :\
but thanks for this, cause it's always nice to know you're not alone in dealing with a struggle of any kind, even if it's just taking a couple pills.