I can’t stop crying
I wish life and relationships weren’t so complicated. I wish it was like in my books and stories. I mean there’s still some strife but you know there’s someone for you who both loves you and has your back. I have no one to turn to and just feel alone. And I can’t get myself to get suicidal, which while good, still doesn’t make the pain I’m feeling right now okay at all. I can’t talk to my moms or my dads, I don’t have a therapist, the friend I thought I could talk to is who I’m crying over, the friends I know I can talk to I also can’t get myself to because I don’t wanna disturb them...














