#princesspotvtoe

[princesspotvtoe]

081415 1:34AM

I wish I weren't so sensitive.

[princesspotvtoe]

081415 1:07AM

I should've known it was her all along. Silly me for thinking I was the one on your mind.

[princesspotvtoe]

081415 1:00AM

I just wanna be happy but I can't do it without you.

[princesspotvtoe]

081415 12:48AM

Just give me a whole fucking bottle to myself. Just let me drown in it tonight.

[princesspotvtoe]

081415 12:10PM

I'm sorry I'm too much to handle and not what you were looking for.

[princesspotvtoe]

081315 11:24PM

You don't even know how I feel and a part of me thinks it's best if it stays this way.

[princesspotvtoe]

070215

What happened to you? You used to fantasize about me, thinking about us in the future. You used to care for me and call me your baby girl, made me feel like I was your princess. You used to make promises with me and love me like I was your #1, because that's what you said I was, your #1. But now... Now you don't even talk to me the same. I can't talk with you about the future and I can't joke with you about life. I can't be intimate with you because you're always with your friends, or you just never want to. I can't laugh with you and smile with you, and I can't tell you about the daydreams I have. Well actually I can't tell you anything. You've become so damn distant from me and you've become to cruel and careless. You ignore me. You're rude to me. You're so so much of everything you said you'd never become. You're a liar now and you break promises. You used to be good to me all the time and now you're only good to me when you want to. I want the old you back but I know it's never going to happy.

[princesspotvtoe]

070215 10:41PM

I've literally cried myself to sleep every night and I'm so tired of it. I'm so sick of feeling this way but I know damn well that if I leave I would just end up running back to you again. Every night I cry because of you. Every night I ache because of you. Every fucking night I go crazy because of you. You're the reason I have trust issues and the reason I've harmed myself and the reason my pillows are soaking at night.