for the rest of my life i will mourn nikki freeman. the writer she may have become. the love stories she would have written. all the places in the world she could have explored. the people she could have helped. all of these things she could have done, ruined because a man was selfish and greedy. because he was self-seeking and truly did not care about her as a person, but as an idea. as a concept. he loved the idea of nikki freeman. because if bear truly loved nikki, he never would have put her through that.















