How am i not supposed to feel this pit of hatred and anger every time you piss me off? How am I supposed to believe that a couple months of prison changed you when right before you went you stole everything I had to my name?
How am I suppose to just trust you?
How am I not supposed to be pissed the fuck off every time I think about all the things you took from me, while you continue to ask for more?
How am I supposed to believe that in a couple months, you will be better and will come home and stay clean?
Why is it that no matter what happens she alwyas folllows behind?
Always creeping up and terrorizing my life.
Fuck her, fuck your fucking drugs.
Will she always be apart of you?
Flowing through your veins?
Is it her that makes you so despicable?
Or is that just who you really are?
Selfish, distrustful and deceiving
Will it ever stop...
Is prison going to change you...
Or is this just some more “Jail Talk”?