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waiting for Wednesday for my 15 minute call of happiness and sadness wrapped together to fulfill my hopes and devour my soul. 15 minutes of “jail talk” being sung into my ears like a melody of manipulation leading me to believe that there are better tomorrows.

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Jail talk 6/6/14

Norah, Hey, the first thing I want to say is that the letter/poem that I sent to you wasn’t meant to get you angry or mad at me. But you have to understand, the same way you write me your feelings, I have to as well. So don’t be mad at me when I do ‘cause I don’t do that to you aight. This is supposed to be an equal relationship. And let me tell you something. “We don’t meet people by accident, they are mean to cross our paths for a reason.” So all that insecurity and not trusting you are doing is just an issue that you have to work on, cause honestly there’s nothing happening on this side, I’m behind bars (IMPOSSIBLE) but on your side there’s a lot of wondering what’s happening but I don’t constantly nag you about doing whatever you doing out there and don’t tell me it’s being an angel ‘cause that wouldn’t be a true statement so please don’t feed it to me everybody has hormones that have to be fed. But I don’t worry about that too much because all that shit will end soon as I step out of here, you’ll be all on my jock just like before, it’s irresistible and you know that’s true. So I’m not really worrying too much. I’m not saying it’s my on mind all the time but I try not to let that shit stress me out too much. I have enough on my plate as it is. I just want to finish my time without all this stress WE are creating. WE both did something to eachother for us to have trust issues with one another, but do I constantly throw in your face that I don’t trust you? Look where the hell I’m at for 3 years because of what happened between us, so all the trust issues you have towards me, hold it yourself until I get out. Then we can sit and speak about OUR trust issues because it isn’t helping neither of us while I’m in here, it’s just pushing us apart every time it comes up and I know that’s not what you want, ‘cause that is not what I want. So try and control all of that just like I’m trying to. So this relationship could work it out like WE want it to. Another thing, arguments happen and things add said that are not meant to be said to hurt the other person as you feel you’ve been. Don’t take everything that’s been said to you to heart, ‘cause if it was like that, I wouldnt of been with you period! So how can that shit that was said be true? Doesn’t make any sense. So you need to forget about the past and think about today and the future to come, if not, you’ll always be unhappy about certain situations and that will destroy any relationship, so just stop. I’m trying to save what we have, so take my advice, alright. I just want to keep at least the good times we had, it is better than having nothing, right.

Me and you…

When I first met you, I felt like I’ve known you forever Telling you any secret, besides my child and you’d listen to me I bet you thought it’d never end Who would of thought we’d be more than friends? Over a period of time, I got to know the real you A girl so caring and gentle with a heart so true I told you I’d never leave ‘cause of the feeling I have inside I love the way we are together, you make me smile Meeting you changed my life I’m never letting you go. Remember me always and I will too I will always think of me and you

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Jail talk 6/2/14

(Well this letter I was mad at you after reading your left I wasn’t going to send it but it’s written so I did anyway. DBM.)

Norah,

Well I got your letter today and I wasn’t surprised at it. I knew you were mad but not at what I said about if you don’t trust me, not to write me. See, there’s your problem right there. You got trust issues. And that shit ain’t going to get you nowhere. I’m not going to keep explaining myself to you that I’m not fucking talking to anyone else. So feel however you want to feel. I’m done sucking up to you. I’m not a fucking pet of yours, I’m a man and this man has morals so I’m done with sucking up to you when you get angry for no fucking reason, it’s getting old. And by the way, why you acting so innocent? You out there doing you so don’t try to play me, I’m not stupid, I’ve been in more relationships than you can imagine so I know what’s up. I ain’t trying to get you mad or anything but it’s the truth and sometimes the truth hurts, doesn’t it? I’m not a pawn in a chess game to be playing with. At the end of your game. You’re the one who’s going to lose and be heartbroken. I can take another one of you walking away, I’m used to it, it doesn’t hurt me that bad anymore. I’ve learned to control my feelings for someone a lot better than before. And by the way, the poem I wrote for you - in your eyes, you think you did everything in the world for me but think about it - $150 and a bag of tobacco, you call holding me down? I’ve been locked up for two fucking years and while you were doing this you were talking shit to me for doing it so get the fuck out of here with that bullshit, you trying to play my motherfucking mother gave me more than that since I’ve been here, be forreal. Like I said, I’m done sucking up to you for you to feel good - when the fuck am I gonna get that in return? I want to say sooo much more but that can wait for another time. And just that lil but I said is a way for you trying to keep me down “emotionally.” And the greedy part is for you wanting everything to go your way and not trying to keep it in the same path as me - it’s we, not you. And I don’t want to go back and forth with this shit. When you write me back, well, if you do write me back, try and switch the subject please.

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jail talk 5/28/14

Norah, Hey, what's up? You are probably still mad at me right now and I understand 99%, that I never told you about my daughter, but to be honest with you, my mind was so fucked up while I was there and then after losing my Baby Girl Rosalyn, it slipped my mind that I had my other baby girl. And that is the God's honest truth. I never wanted to tell anybody that I forgot about my own child, that's when I told you that it didn't matter that I had a kid when you found out. I didn't want to be looked at like a deadbeat dad forgetting about my own daughter. So that is why I never mentioned I had a kid to you because I honestly forgot my BM went upstate pregnant by me. So there you go, that is the honest to god's truth and if I'm lying? God shall strike me dead right now. I'm not trying to fight with you for no reason. So just please forgive me for not telling you about my daughter, and to understand that I at least have to show my face to her and let her know who her father is. And get everything situated with her, like find out where she'll be going to school, the doctors, and shit like that okay. Like I said, you could come with me, for the time that I need and when it's done we can go back to Boston, but before I go out there I need to have a place to stay or money to get an apt. And you know that. Parole will not let me go there just because I have a girlfriend out there because what if we break up, then where would I go, that's what they would be thinking. So just hear me out and stop being mad at me, just for a moment. You know everything I'm saying is true even tho you've never been this situation before. It's common sense, Norah! So stop being selfish and think before you just stop writing me, word. I'm not here to crush your world by not coming home you you because that's exactly the opposite of what I'm doing. I want to come home to you but like I said before, everything don't go as we like it to. So stop making me feel like it's my fault for your hurtness, that I can't come straight to Boston from here. Because it's not, and it's not up to me. I wish it was because I'll go straight there to you boo bear. I hope you know that? Well, anyway, let me tell you how stressed I've been by not receiving a letter from you in two weeks omg! It's the worst not hearing from you, so you need to put that pen in your hand and write your dude. Because you're stressing me the hell of up in here. By the time I come home, I'll have a head full of greys and I can't take it anymore. Well, did you get my other letter I sent you? That poem was me thinking about all the times I've been shitted on by a female so don't take it any type of way, it's just my thoughts. I wish I didn't have to send it to you but well I had to. But anyways, I'm tempted to write my love again to see where her head is, so write me back okay boo bear? I need to know so I don't keep wasting my time writing to an address and not a person and giving my food for stamps to write you aight. Peligro

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I haven't heard from Glasses since last night- that's not like him. He probably needs our help... But there's no point, right? We'd just be delaying the inevitable.

Fusco to Reese [insert sarcastic font above]

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No one ever said we were gonna win- but that doesn't mean you stop fighting.

Fusco, to Reese

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