#private entry

[zatsmoopy]

Contemporary Entry

An illustration of a mid-sized, modern entryway with a light wood floor, white walls, and a metal front door.

[mizunoaoi082]

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2016!!!

Happy New Year 2016!!

Hopefully this year would be the best year for everyone =D

Wish you luck and health for the rest of this year (^ ^)/

And hopefully I could blog more. Hehehe

[stripawaymycrown]

[nitroglycerin-sniper-blog]

Private Entry

At least he's come out and said it now.

Useless.

I know it to be a fact now. No  longer will I spend my days wondering and pining like a squealing teenage girl. I know what I mean to him now, what I'm good for--

The only thing I've ever been good for--

Killing.

If it's a murderer is all I will be, so be it. I'll be the best god damn murderer this world's ever seen.

And I'll probably pick up gambling again, while I'm at it.

[danpianokeyes]

[justalonelybrobeck-blog]

Private Journal: Entry 2

How exactly does one prepare to have gay sex for the first time?

It's crazy. I'm terrified. I'm going to let him down, I know it. He's so amazing. Last night when we finally kissed for real for the first time off stage... wow. It just... It absolutely blew my mind. And then he said "I'm gay, Dallon. I blame you." "Wait... you what? Why me?" I asked him. He said "You made me realize..." And of course I had an idea of what he was saying, but I had to be sure.

So I just asked him. "Do you... like me?" And his reply couldn't have been more clear and non-delayed. "Yes. Yeah I do."

I couldn't believe it. I felt my heart skip out of my chest and run into his. He holds it for me now. It's his. Completely.

Now I feel... nervous. How exactly do you go from having sex with women your whole life to falling in love with a man and finding out he has feelings for you too... to him whispering those deadly words in your ear "I want you, Dallon."

Shit.

[justalonelybrobeck-blog]

Journal Entry 1: Private

Not to mention, what would the fans think? Sure, there are plenty of them who like to see us kiss and grope each other on stage. They eat it up. But what if it were real? What would they think then? I know I shouldn't care, I really shouldn't... but I can't help it. I just really don't know what to do at this point. Fuck.

I love him.