#private please.

[fixedatversa]

I miss my happy Josh. I mean, I love him all ways. But I miss the happy Josh that wanted to go out and do things, that I can snuggle with and just....feel good with. I love him. Don't get me wrong. I just miss the Josh that would look at me with a big smile on his face and just tell me that he thinks I"m beautiful before cracking a joke about something or another.

Soon he'll pull out of this. I just...miss that side of him right now. I'll get over it when I see him next. I know it. I wouldn't dare say anything to him though. I know he can't control it.

[fixedatversa]

Sexual frustration at an all time high. Guess I'll start going back to my hand until he feels better. But honestly, last night was perfect with him. He's perfect. There truly is no one better than him.

[supersaiyanelliott]

I don't like being alone. And at the same time, I do. It's a struggle.

I just want to cuddle up to a movie. 

[letslovesydney]

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[batmansbeauner-blog]

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