Forever Alone

Hi, my name is Elliott. I play guitar for blessthefall. I'd like to think I'm kind of cool, but then again, people like to refer to me as forever alone. Uh, yeah. Feel free to talk to me. I'm nice, I swear! Disclaimer: I'm not fucking Elliott Gruenberg. Fuck off. Don't follow if you're not a Springwood roleplayer kthnxbai.

[wellhereitsme]

[wellhereitsme]

[wellhereitsme]

[ijustwannadiesometimes]

. on We Heart It.

[jheneayko]

“I feel you, Johanna, I feel you. I was half convinced I’d waken, satisfied enough to dream you. Happily I was mistaken, Johanna.”

[sprinklesryumy]

[jchastain]

Countdown to Halloween → Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet St. (2007)

I can guarantee the closest shave you’ll ever know.

[supersaiyanelliott]

what's your sexuality?

Uh. I don't really, um, know honestly. I lean more towards guys, I guess.

[supersaiyanelliott]

I don't like being alone. And at the same time, I do. It's a struggle.

I just want to cuddle up to a movie. 

[xsuckitnsee]

[cut-away-your-life]

What isn’t would be a much shorter list

[suixidal-sadness]

[somethingsareoutofmyhands]

[supersaiyanelliott]

I uh...I hope everyone had a nice day yesterday.

[supersaiyanelliott]

[supersaiyanelliott]

Where do I begin? I'm just.....sad. I'm sad that i'm here. I'm sad that I can't go home. I'm sad that I ended up getting myself locked in here despite everything of me trying to hide it. Sometimes I love Beau. Sometimes I hate him. Right now, this is one of the hating moments. I tried so hard to act normal, but they caught me...and I"m here. And I feel like I"m fucking crazy because of everything.

So many people have been talking to me that it's been overwhelming. I can't even handle it, and frankly, I just want to cry. I feel like they're all making fun of me when I'm done talking to them or that they're calling me a freak and just acting nice. That's gotta be it. They're just acting. They're talking about how much of a fucking freak I am or that I'm too fat. They made me eat, you know. The doctors. I didn't want to. I just wanted to be normal. I just...I want to be thin and nice.

I hate Valentine's Day. I just wish someone would be happy to have them call me theirs. But I'm forever alone, remember? No one wants a fucked up, fat guy who can't seem to do anything but stay in his room and cry because he's afraid of everyone. No one would want to willingly spend time with me because of that. I'm surprised Vic did. He probably hates me now though. I do that with everyone. They end up hating me because of something I said or did. I'm just so tired of being alone.

I just...I want to go home. Please send me home.

[supersaiyanelliott]

Only forever alone on Valentine's Day? More like every day.