Death
I am the oldest I have ever been.
I know the most that I ever have in my life so far.
People always say that suicide is not okay to do because people in your life will miss you.
Yes that is true, but most forget you and the pain eventually goes away for most close people.
When my friend passed away, It hurt me a lot. I saw it affected others too. But most people aren’t truly affected unless they talked to the person everyday.
My friend was a hero for many people. I just see it as unfair because she didn’t deserve this pain.
The day she died, I couldn’t believe it; how could she be there one moment and gone the next? The ones closest to her were crying, the ones who weren’t were like, “oh this is very sad and unfortunate. Now let’s move on with our day.”
Her parent were hurting the most and her mom still can’t handle it. Her sister seems fine everyday and can laugh, but I don’t know how to act around her. A few weeks pass after her death and my friends are still somber while talking at lunch. Those who don’t know her already forget about her. Fast forward six months and everyone is cheerful. I still remember her almost everyday, but it doesn’t hurt anymore. I just don’t really feel anything when I think of her. I do still cry when I listen to her favorite songs or rarely, breakout in tears for no reason over her. Her parents are still the same as before.
A person’s death may hurt at first, but doesn’t anymore after awhile. The people that really are affected are your parents.
I’m not exactly saying dying is okay, but if that was the path for me, I wouldn’t worry too much over hurting others- as I did before.
