✍ + jinny
✍ : excerpt from jennie kim’s diary
[ 01 . 20 . 17 ]
i can’t believe i went movie hopping today with jinny! we could have been caught. ah, seriously. i feel so old-fashioned now. i used to be okay taking little risks here and there. i’ve become a grandma. but... she got to persuade me either way. aigoo...! everyone’s been taking advantage of me becoming more soft recently (wait, what? me? jennie kim? soft? ehu~ i am... >< deep inside has always been). it was a lot of fun watching all those movies in one go. i think i have a headache now, though. i don’t know if i’d do this again.
side note...? i must have saved a nation in my past life to be blessed with such a cute dongsaeng. jinny, jinny, jinny. junior nini. she’s such a sweet friend. we got to hang out today after so long. it was a little easier before because we would be on the same training grounds. but my schedules are a bit more varied now in terms of locations. mm, she’s busy on her own either way. i guess, out of all the friends i used to go out with often in the past that i don’t as much anymore, she’s one that wouldn’t hold it against me. she would understand. well, she’s naturally understanding anyway. this is oddly making me so sentimental, ew.
she did tell me some deep things earlier. all relatable at that. whatever she’s going through with hanna was a lot like what it was like losing eunbi unnie, euna unnie, especially miyeon... ah. we were all supposed to debut together. not that i’m not happy and content with the results now. i wouldn’t want anything changed. it’s just that i miss them. which reminds me, jinny has been training for a while. i hope she doesn’t lose hope... it can be ruthless and unforgiving sometimes. i had a couple of slumps through the years prior to our debut and... it’s just painful to imagine anyone else experiencing the same. maybe it’s time i invest on a novel and probably write that book on surviving in yg entertainment ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
