#probably typos

[lavandersky]

Never in my life have I thought that I would be a "I can fix him" girl until I saw Daeron Targaryen in a knight of the seven kingdoms

[tani-b-art]

The tyler the creators, cynthia erivos, the doja cats, the toby oniyitan/uncle tobys (monaleao’s mgr) and the antiBlack American pipeline.

Why is it so often that we see so many melanated first-gen immigrants in the entertainment industry have such disparaging, anti-Black American tweets? What’s this pipeline of this being such a pattern with so many Black first-gen individuals?

In 2025, the whole “it’s the white media” is played out in excusing the behavior of believing the stereotypes and then acting out on said stereotypes when coming here. With Michael Jackson, Tina Turner, Michael Jordan, Whitney Houston, Beyoncé, Denzel Washington, Angela Bassett, Dr King, Malcolm X, Toni Morrison, Oprah, Angela Davis and Soul Train, The Cosby Show, A Different World, The Jeffersons, Moesha, Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and a slew of other positive media of us is shown all across the globe that represents us, then that can no longer be the default. And in general, y’all are waaay too young to be having such 1960s views of Black Americans like that.Yall are not grandparents…yall barely 30 having a modern day Jim Crow brain. What’s the deal?!

….going into this…

The Tyler the Creators and the Rorys in both the industry and outside of it…Tyler is the “black friend” Rory speaks about. And Rory is the friend of the Tylers.

“I was too white for the Black kids and I was too Black for the white kids.” “Black girls didn’t like me because I was a nerd.”

No, the Black kids didn’t mess with you because you hated them! And the Black girls absolutely saw you as a cornball because you were antiBlack! You had internalized Black hate and it oozed out of you and they picked up on that and they wanted nothing to do with you. But clearly the white kids magnetized to you and you felt more camaraderie with them because yall shared one thing: antiBlackness.

Of course you flocked to them because they gleefully tolerated you within their circle because they also knew you had internalized hatred for your own people that would work to their racist benefit.

And let’s get one thing straight — that tolerance is not acceptance or respect. They put up with you because you, as a Black person, psychologically absolves them of their racism because you’re Black. YOU are their cognitive dissonance. And then it can go even deeper with Black people who are immigrants to our country (also like Monaleo’s mgr. since we’re talking about the music industry) holding such antiBlack American views and how that appeases and coddles white racists. White people like this don’t see themselves as racists and antiBlack because a Tyler is the exception—the exception of “see, I listen to Tyler, I can’t be racist because he’s Black”, “my best friend is Black.”

The Tylers of the world Seeking the white gaze while actively leaching off of Black American culture is a pipeline that is a pattern that almost 100% happens way too often. More directly when it’s so targeted and directed to Black American women (is something else).

AND when Black people like this mentally have this trans-racial idea of themselves, then they now view themselves as “the good/different Black” person versus “those Blacks” that racists white people categorize.

The “I was too white for the Black kids and I was too Black for the white kids.” “Black girls didn’t like me because I was a nerd” All fits with Tyler the Creator.

these statements are wash, rinse and repeat when in actuality, you held antiBlack views and sentiments as a Black person against other Black people and that’s why no Black person wanted to mess with you. That self-hatred is felt and discerned and those other Black kids steered far away from you because of it. You not getting befriended by Black people had absolutely nothing to do with your personality or being introverted, alternative or “different”. You didn’t like the people within your own community and that energy is like repellant.

And to the rorys…this is such an ugly acceptance from some of my people that the monster like Rory just feeds and festers and grows from us allowing it that they know they won’t have any type of negative impact. The rorys can come later and date a Black woman and have mixed race kids and they’ll be fine even with their tweets disparaging Black women. These are the Thomas Jefferson descendants.

The inner circles and fanbases that are shared between the Tylers and Dojas and the Rorys speak volumes.

[mushiewrites]

19 with lee!HD and ler!XD or 4K :] it's seems like something he would say

my baby HD, my whole heart 💙

19. “I’ll never talk to you ever again” // from this prompt list

“Are you seriously gonna do this right now? It’s so unbalanced! This is so unfair!” HD yelled in fake outrage, looking at the two clawed hands that were gripped onto his triceps, holding his arms up and out of the way. He then moved his gaze to the four hands hovered above his torso, looking up at XD as they visibly smirked under their mask.

“Oh hush, HD, you love when it’s unbalanced and unfair.” the deity went bright red hearing this, trying to turn his face to hide it in one of 4K’s arms but the God just moved them away, forcing HD’s blushy skin to be exposed. He was about to start cursing them out when he felt claws grabbing at the bottom of his shirt, looking down to see the top set of hands pulling it up while his bottom set trailed behind, causing HD to break out into the most adorable giggles.

“I-Ihihi do nohot!” HD tried to sound as annoyed as possible but found it incredibly hard to do so when you’re too busy being tickled to bits. But he was met with silence, the air only filled by his own laughter as XD slowed their hands, moving them up a bit so that the top hands were resting on his ribs while the lower set were placed in the middle of his sides, where he was most sensitive.

“I’ll never talk to you ever again!” he spat out at the two larger Gods, chills going down his spine as they laughed at his outburst.

“Just be quiet and laugh for us, okay HD? Just be good.” And with that, the four hands sprung to life, squeezing and kneading and prodding and making HD howl and squeal. He was bucking his hips, kicking his legs and pulling at his arms, but XD’s hands kept his torso in place while 4K’s grip on his arms remained as tight as ever.

By the end of the attack HD was so blissed out and tired that he really couldn’t talk to the two Gods even if he wanted to.

[akabane-yum]

Barren (Us.)

Dear Karma,

I am not cheating. Very upfront of me, yes, but I know that cheating is probably the first conclusion you would draw from this abrupt decision of mine to pack up my things and leave. I assure you that there is no one else. I also know that right about now you’re reaching for your phone, ready to call me and ask if this is some sick joke. It’s not. I packed my bags earlier today while you were out with friends, and I’m writing this letter to explain why. It would be a lie to say that my life with you hasn’t been fulfilling until now, and that I’m leaving out of boredom. I know you, remember? You’re the least boring person I’ve met, the most exciting, the most unpredictable. The smartest, the loudest, and the kindest. I know you, but I don’t love you.

I was listening to a few songs a while back, about love and all the juvenile things I wouldn’t do so much as think about in my youth. The most I listened the more I realized that in all our time together I had never felt a connection as strong as the ones described in the lyrics, with you. Then I reached out to some friends, and had them describe the sensations of love to me. Real love. The tingles and warmth they described were as foreign to me as ancient scripts (with lack of a better comparison. Forgive me, I’m running on two hours of sleep and a shot of espresso). One of our mutual friends even described love as a need to protect, a desire. He said that, should an armed man come to do away with his partner, he would sacrifice himself for her. He would choose to die. Rather than live in a world without her, he would choose to die. I thought long and hard about that one, at first I dismissed my reaction to such a thing by saying that I wouldn’t need to protect you, but the longer I thought about it, the more everything seemed to line up. That’s when I sought professional help, someone to help me make sense of my emotions, or rather the lack of. To close off this sad and long sob story, I need to leave. I can’t be confined to this diluted idea of love that we have, and I’m sure you can feel it too. This barren relationship will do neither of us any good. I doubt I’ll be able to find a partner who I feel warm and tingly with, or even anyone as amusing as you, but for the both of us I’ll try. Does this sound selfish of me? - GA

Dear Gakushuu,

Yes, yes it does.

Love,

Karma

Note: I don’t think I captured what I wanted to with this, but it’s this concept I thought of. Where I don’t see Karushuu being the type to be madly in love with each other yk? aside from the tension and the passion, sometimes i don’t feel the love. other times i DO feel the love tho, like when they’re domestic but idk how to explain it it’s just not love in the normal conventional sense and that’s why i feel like gakushuu in this au felt like their love wasn’t real if yk what i mean😭😭😭😭 OOC definitely but that’s most of this blog at this point lmao. byeee

[verylazyanimal]

Not a fave episode but Henren was cute. It was nice to see Linda and May, like for five seconds with a few filler lines. I need more. Eddie and Karen ! Again for five seconds or something pfftt... Not that I was expecting much to be honest. Gimme a girls night out with Eddie! And Buddie? Yeah five seconds.

Hen's doctor arc is gonna end next week for sure. Karen, aka my wife, sorry Hen, is gonna break my heart. Btw another almost sex/kiss scene? I can't decide if this is about COVID rules or the time slot not allowing or just Fox being Fox or something else or I am gonna shut up now.

I thought Hoover was gonna stay in the station. They said no. And I still have no idea what they are trying to do with Chimney since last season.

[lovelythenabeana]

Meet me at the greenhouse

Part 5?

Rose pov

Its 2am. I have yet to fall asleep. A wave of depression hit me on the way back to the dorms, i feel so drained,  and i've felt like crap since. I think willow is sleeping now, after coming in at 12. I wish i was sleeping. Im so tired. Ive just been staring at this wall for so. Long. so many things are running wild in my brain. Is going to college the right idea? Is leaving everything behind worth it? Will willow even like me or will she end up hating me? Maybe this is hopeless, coming here expecting greatness. Maybe i….

*meeeooowww*

What the hell??

Willow toses around in bed

*MEEOOOWWWWWW*

Okay i should get up and see where that noise is coming from.

I open the bedroom door and walk to the living room

*meow*

The noise get faint so i head back to the bedroom

I open the window and

Oh my god

Theres a cat, a small cat on the ledge.

The cat mustve been on the roof and found her way to the window ledges

*meow?*

“Shhh be quiet people are sleeping” 

The cat walks into the bedroom

Ah shoot noo cat leaveee i dont think we are allowed cats

“Go back to where you came from kitty shoo” i whisper trying to not disturb willow

The cat rubs all over me and then decides to run around the room

I try to catch it but then it jumps on willow

Shit

Willow rolls over and cuddles the cat still asleep 

I tip toe over to try and get the criminal

The cat wiggles free from willow and comes over to me so i scoop it up and head to the living room

“Hmm did you show up knowing i was having a rough time cat?”

The cat tilts itd head at me curiously

I should stop calling it the cat

Oh its a girl!

Okay a name 

Well we already have 2 nature names lets add another

misty is a nice name

“Do you like misty?”

The cat shakes

Maybe thats a no

“Lilly?”

She rubs on me

Lilly it is i guess

“So why are you here little one? Has an angel sent you my way” i chuckle

The ca- lilly purrs

Hmm maybe she can be my new friend

She is making me feel a lot better already

I pick her up and lay on the couch with her.

“Youre adorable”

I guess i dozed off

The next thing i know i hear

“AAAAAAA ROSEEEE” willow yells

I bolt up

I run to the bedroom to see willow standing on her bed and lilly looking up at her

“WHY THE HELL IS THERE A CAT IN HERE” willow continues to yell

“Well you see she was meowing at the window last night so i let her in”

Willow stares at me blankly

“You let a cat into the room!? You dont know where its been it could give us a disease!” willow inches closer to her wall

“Youre the one whos gonna be a vet are you scared of cats??????”

Willow looks away from me

Oh my god

Shes scared of cats

“Willow…”

“Listen they have claws, sharp claws, and pointy teef, and they cant climb!” willow tries convincing me. That cats are scary. Im dying

I pick lilly up and show her to willow

“Do you really think this little fur ball is scary??”

Willow sits down

“I mean a little, yea”

I sit on the floor with lilly

“Look willow, shes harmless”

Lilly is rolling around the floor then finds a ribbon of willows and bats at it

“Aww shes cute” willow looks at lilly with basically heart eyes

“See lilly just wants to be friends”

Willow comes and sits on the floor with us

“Lilly? Rose you know we arnt allowed to have pets here”

She reaches to pet lilly and lilly rubs on her

“I know but i couldnt leave her outside. So shes here with us. I really like her. Can we please keep her? It can be our little secret.”

I look at willow beggingly

“Rose..i dont know, i dont want to get in trouble.”

Lilly sits on willows lap

“Oh come on you seem like someone who woud always take animals in we can do this please?”

Willow pets lilly and smiles

“I mean if we can keep her a secret somehow i guess we can try. BUT you are responsible for her and you have to buy me ice cream” she smirks at me

“Wow okay then”

Lilly checks out the bedroom sniffing everything 

She heads over towards my one untouched bag and starts batting at it

“She really likes that bag huh” willow laughs

“I guess so, theres nothing good in it, just some art stuff”

And my meds, which i have yet to take because i don't want willow to know.

[plague-memoria]

I havent properly used tumblr is years but i made a new one to start fresh and i think im gonna try and be super active on this hellsite again, i made my first one in 2009 its been a long journey but im back on my tumblr bullshit so!!!!! hi. this is my main but there will be a lot of ghost on here so warning if you wont like that bye !!!!

[twoplayergaymers]

/sorry, rant/ okayokayokayokayokay so. bc me and three other friends sleeping over where talking abt crushes and stuff we found ourselves talking abt something personal to the host and then gender and like... apparently my three closest friends dont think non-binary genders exist, and that pan-sexuality is just the same as bisexuality/doesnt exist bc they think nb genders dont exist and im abt to cry but luckily the host has a cat so i can pet him until that cry feeling is gone but im still sad

Ok so I’m not sure when you sent this but I’m assuming it was sometime yesterday? Sorry! I’m grounded rn and I won’t be online untill tomorrow (I’m sneaking around) I’ll explain my custody schedule eventually, but woah my dude that’s really sucky! Obviously they’re narrow-minded people (me speaking as a pansexual) can very well tell you it’s not the same as bisexuality but some people can’t wrap their heads around it :/ like I’ve said in other answers about sexuality/ gender identity,, it shouldn’t matter what they think, you should just keep being you!! You could explain it to them if you choose and if they still don’t agree well then shame on them for not accepting their friend! I’m not very religious but if I we’re to say I think the biggest “Sin” of all is not being accepting of our friends/ family members!! If they appreciate you as a friend then they’d be able to accept you as you are! Even if they don’t believe in something like that they should still accept you!