Apr 30, 2013
You're probably asleep but I really miss you and I love you very much. Starting from yesterday, I'm trying something new with myself and I think we should start treating each other differently too. We should treat each other with love and not anger like we have been for these past months. I know you haven't forgave me but as much as it hurts I'm trying to forgive you and let go of all the negative things that's happened with us. Im always jealous but I'm just trying to make a better me and eventually a better us. I cant do it alone though. You may think all of this is bullshit but I don't at all and I'll appreciate it if you wouldn't just shrug what I said off. I'm going to sleep, I hope you have a good nights sleep.