#probablynothealthy

[fatherlessbipeds]

I spend so much time in my own head that sometimes I take a step back and go "huh" and then get hit by so much dread that I immediately reenter my head with my scenarios that I can control. I am my own blorbo

[saritashoemaker]

I have NEVER seen this in Provo. He is airing it out and it is LOUD and smells AWESOME behind him on the road! #loveIt #transAm #uniqueSighting #rateSighting #gasoline #probablynothealthy #provoutah #provo

[mohawkqueen]

Does anyone else enjoy the crepitus in their body enough that they sit there and move that body part back and forth to sound like a rocking chair? I do.

[rcrboy]

New favorite snack food from Japan!! #BigKatsu #sogood #needtogetmore #probablynothealthy

[rohammatime]

Me: *receives upsetting news* Me: *immediately reverts to goth teenager*

[personallyvictimizedbymoffat]

So my doctor says that i display all the typical signs of addiction toward my bed. I'm strangely okay with that.

[lifeafterk2]

Unsure of how to feel

So, I've discovered that my day tends to go a lot better when I drink. I don't over-think things or get anxiety or worry about dying or anything.

Here's why I don't know how to feel about it. A part of me is glad, because it shows me that I can go a day without freaking out on and off the entire day. But obviously, I don't want to depend on alcohol to get me through the day.

I don't know. I just want to function normally. Again, I know I'm making progress. My anxiety attacks aren't nearly as hard to get through. I just want to shake the feeling of worry about dying/questioning every bit of my existence/feeling really alone in the world.