#problem moose

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im really sad and suddenly having a shitty day (when i thought it was going well and then bam, bad) and i wana throw up and take like 10 melatonin and just sleep through the next two weeks instead of going back to work tomorrow im so sad sorry

okay so i really am sorry but the only person i call about this stuff is my momma and that's not happening right now bc ive already called her twice today

im really sad so im just gonna watch tv eat ice cream and go to bed ok

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theshirtlessgibbby replied to your post:Kattteeeeeeeeeee how did your date go???

a drink? Why not dinner? Is he lame? Pls don’t tell me he’s lame kate no u can’t date any lam e boys. Why did it take so long for him to text you? But I’m glad your date went okay!

bahaha am i not allowed? but no, he said 'meet for a drink' and i ate dinner before i left the house anyway lol. idk why it took so long to text??? fear not, im saving myself for someone ... fictional ;)

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so apartment hunting IS LITERALLY THE WORST cant someone just do all the hard work for me awghkdfjgsd

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soooo the date wasn't as bad as i thought... it was pretty fun :) and he's read all the harry potter books! yays.

but im still scared of dating and being anything more than friends with anyone. write that down for one more thing to talk to the therapist about lol

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me: i dont want to go on my date tonight

friend: whats the worst that could happen

me: id get a boyfriend

friend: no, the worst thing

me: still boyfriend. i dont wanna do anything but watch GOT and eat skinny cow ice creams until midnight 

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sort of freaking out because i have a date on monday and ... im not nervous im actually like, scared? or so nervous it feels like scared? idk but im not scared of the guy (we called him Cutie Booty for a year for goodness sake) but ... idk i hate dates

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di-di-di-digigasp ONE MORE FOLLOWER AND THEN I ONCE MORE TRY TO RANDOMLY SEND A POSTCARD BUT WOMP IDK HOW TO DO THE RANDOM GENERATOR MABOB BUT WAHGLKDJGJSD what can do but much cry

anyway... thanks for following you goobers

PS HOLY COW BOY ASKED FOR NUMBER TODAY AND WOW GOOD FEELING BUT EEKS BOY IS SCARY WHY NO WANT BOYS OR GIRLS JUST BOOKS AND MAH DOGGIES

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WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FOCUS (I just accidentally typed FUCK instead of FOCUS soo) I JUST WANNA WRITE MY GORRAM FANFICTION YE KNOW.