I turned my computer on to write, and I’ve done everything but. Why do I constantly do this to myself?

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I turned my computer on to write, and I’ve done everything but. Why do I constantly do this to myself?
Yes so this is procrastination
While I sit here at my table two laptops in front of me with open spreadsheets waiting to be tended to I look to tumblr to provide me with just a few extra minutes of the procrastination necessary to keep my mental state intact. While sitting in a quiet conference room as I do, one has alot of time to think and reflect. Although I did not come toward any sort of life altering/changing epiphany, I have given enough thought about my future. Sadly not in the relevant sense in where I would decided what my major would be, but more so about the things that dont matter. Like where I want to live and what i want my future day to day to be like. I dont care whether my future is full of adventure. Dont get me wrong, I would like to do some traveling. But I'm not talking about those times, those are a given. I'm talking about how life is 90% of the time when you are trying to save money, whats that day the day going to be like for me? Hopefully in the future I will live in a swanky apartment somewhere near my hometown. In the worst of ways I came out exactly like my father where I do not adapt to change all that well. Well I can adapt, I just would really prefer not to. Theres a chance that makes me a boring person but I dont care. I want to live somewhere in queens , far enough from my parents that they cant visit me whenever they want but close enough that I can be near in case of an emergency. I want to drive a motorcycle. Roaring through the streets of Ridgewood, Middle village , maspeth, glendale and flushing will be this guy. I want to come home after a good days work in where I do not despise what I do. Maybe I work in the city, but I dont mind going there every day. Maybe What I do is actually in the creative department where I get to make up stories or concept art or lend my voice to the cartoons of the future. Occasionally I would like to come home to a home cooked meal provided to me by my wife. After Dinner ill retire to the mancave/unused office space where i will play video games until I'm so tired Im angry and cranky at the world. Maybe my wife will join me in a game or two. Once it hits that time I want to go to bed and sleep .Wake up the next morning and do it all over again. Fill up the weekends with some hanging out, dinners, more gaming and maybe some couples outings. At times I'm sure I can be complicated, but I'm quite simple at the root.
Some rant about my future PC
So Im at work and im procrastinating a great deal. Right now I'm thinking about my set up at home and whats I should be aiming to put together next. I wanted to get a pair of Astro A50's cuz well theyre awesome. mainly for the ps4 and for my future but it doesnt make sense since I dont really have any multiplayer games for the ps4. Maybe when watchdogs comes out that will have some multiplayer but it doesnt seem to warrant a 300 dollar purchase of a headset that i would only use to speak to strangers and potential future friends. I think i can survive without it for a while. I think all of my focus, well my personal focus needs to be on putting together the PC i started last summer But never finished because the parts starting getting more and more expensive. But I need to start doing that. I am a person who needs a bad ass computer. How this hasnt already happened is beyond me. The only missing major components are the processor and the GPU. Both of which will run me about 500 + dollars combined. I dont want to half ass it. I'm looking to run an i7 processor with at least a GTX 720, or something. Something that could run the upcoming watch dogs at 60 FPS. Thats the dream right there. To build a future proof PC. As new parts come out, i will buy them and continue to upgrade. Thats a fun hobby right there, even though its pretty pricey. But its something to strive for. Another issue I have is wattage , i bought a corsair 500 watt supply and after looking at several calculators it looks like ill be burning at least 400, even with that 100 watt slack i still get nervous so im probably going to end up going with like the 700 or something to avoid bottle necking. I also bought a 120 gb samsung SSD,which is cool but totally sucks because it was just before the EVO series came out. Which drives me nuts because at some point in time I would have wanted one. I wish they werent so expensive. A 1TB SSD would have been ideal. Thats it I have officially decided to continue on working on my PC. Watchdogs aside, everything else can wait. Well thank you tumblr for being the distraction that I sorely needed. I am going to stare blankly at the work that Im supposed to be doing now.
remember when I was suppose to be doing a final right now...
oh yeah...shit...