Feb 10
😞........................
wrote myself into depression again. Dang. And on a day/week when I have so much to do, on a deadline. I was supposed to do a bunch of urgent tasks today, that I've been procrastinating so long, that deadlines are coming up. So when I told my brain that we're going to avoid distractions and focus, it instead decided it was a great time to think myself into depressive spirals. So depressed, I almost feel too physically tired to do anything now. How far will my brain go to procrastinate? ugh…i'm so tired… Maybe it was better to let social media/fandom distract me, so I could've kept my energy to do things.