‘Her mother had told her the story of her birth at least a hundred times.
“I was so overjoyed to meet you,” she’d say with that intense, almost manic, look in her green-brown eyes that Moira reserved just for her daughter.
When Moira looks at Sorcha like that she can see the years of struggle and anguish that had come before her birth reflected in the depths of her mother’s eyes. Her brother looks at her that way too sometimes, but his look is sadder and tastes like grief on her tongue. The memory of six lost siblings between them.
When her daughter is placed in Sorcha’s arms it is not joy that she feels. Warmth doesn’t blossom in her chest like it had with her sons. Love does not come to overwhelm her, at least not at first. Holding her daughter for the first time tastes to Sorcha like nothing so much as relief. Two sons and a daughter. She has done her duty. It is finally enough.
There will be no more prayers for fertility, no more promises to herself that this man, this man shall be the last. Finally her yearly midsummer promise to herself will not be a lie to be broken in a year’s time. Finally her body is her own.
“Are you alright darling? You look pale,” her mother interupts her thoughts coming in to take the baby from her arms and looking at her with concern. “Do you need something for the pain?”
“I am well,” Sorcha says, attempting a smile. “Just nauseous.”
“I’ll bring you peppermint root tea.”
Moira made her own sacrifices as First Daughter before her. Sorcha will not make her mother feel guilty for asking the same of her. ‘
- Excerpt from the upcoming Promise of Inheritance












