gremlin man isn’t leaving me alone today...he tries so hard to get me hyped around this time of year. i honestly appreciate it but i really just have such a hard time getting hyped. considering how i have been treated for the past 7 years...i just don’t get excited about it. not anymore..but he tries...and i really appreciate him..i’m really happy to see Ash back in full swing. i really have missed him. The Hub isn’t as quiet as it was before, and it’s starting to feel like how it was. i’m still really tender about just about everything, but it’s getting better.
Snow has been doing their best without me here and I’m actually really fucking proud of them. But I’m not going to sugar coat shit, I’ve been watching and there has been some major bullshit happening and it isn’t cute or funny. If you think for one damn second I don’t know what you’re doing, you need to rethink yourself. But this post isn’t going to bring up drama and shit. This post is going to remind Snow that they are important to others, and I personally make it my job every year to remind them of it. Seeings how their own family can’t seem to do it.
I tend to bother Snow every day to help boost their mood and remind them they are cared for, but it’s always harder around Giftmas and their birthday. So I work double hard around this time, I honestly feel I have so much work to make up. But it’s not anything I can’t handle, I have 5 days to hype them up heh...I think I can manage that...
Ash noooooo...you just came back stop...hhhh i don’t deserve you...