when erin cares, she cares quietly.and in ways you wouldn’t expect. highly predictable ways, if you’re observant. setting alarms so holtzmann remembers to stand. stretch. eat. stocks the empty drawer in her filing cabinet with snacks.has learned her coffee order, and goes out of her way every morning to leave it in a safe space at her work station.spends the moments of holtz’s absence compulsively checking her blueprints, making corrections, and adding post-its toting suggestions that holtz knows she won’t take, but demonstrates erin’s ardent fluency in her work.erin doesn’t pretend to know the ins and outs of holtzmann’s thought processes, but knows this: they are constant. they are erratic. they’re a fireworks show, with multitudes firing off with reckless whimsy, and sometimes, the objective constants of life get lost in them.erin supplements this. them. however she can. if she can’t look after herself, she can sure as heck look after everyone else.