I am proud of myself
Today, I thought I vegged on the couch all day and was unproductive. But the phone calls texts emails and other ways I reached out and researched today really did benefit me. My bridesmaids dress came in the mail and it fits! Glad I've been working out now I just have to keep doing it... ugh. I researched and found a voice teacher so I can finally start singing again who also has TMJ so hopefully I can get some help with that. Found a place to get my oil changed. Rescheduled my doctors appointments, try to set up a new headshot session, got in touch with the jazz teacher about taking jazz class again. And I am going to try therapy for the first time on Sunday. I'm proud of myself for doing all that I did. I also reconnected with some friends after feeling very lonely and isolated. Also the new Game of Thrones was crazy right?. I think I just had to put this out on paper to feel accomplished and know that I deserve to feel good about myself for the day. I'm getting back into it trying to find a rhythm trying to become an artist again and start painting the world with my emotions and my talents. Just have to get back to it and back in shape. And now I can stop saying I will do it and I can start doing it.
