ive been feeling Super down lately, and it just kinda gets worse by the day so idk . im probably??? going to take a short break from my blogs, and as u can tell i havent exactly been active much at all this week. i just , need to get away for a little while and i know im already on semi hiatus and all but idk . idk. constantly thinking about the fact that i Still owe so many people ?? and that its been Weeks and shit Doesnt really help my situation much . an d i quit the swim team, which Already put me in a bad mood but my friend kept calling me basically a Disappointment (she used the phrase “let downerer” because she likes to joke but this .... Wasnt really a joke and it did hurt me) and i just. I want people to respect my decisions because i make them based on m y Own mental health, which isnt all that good in the first fucking plac.e
im just in a bad spot right now, because i have so much on my shoulders from my home life to school and everythin g else and i am just Weak. Honestly im weak, i let people walk over me and take advantage o f me and all sorts o f thing s and idk. Idk
im sad . im always sad and i depend on people a little More than i should and its unhealthy becuase it gets to the point where i Judge my selfworth based on how many people talk to me or how Frequently they talk to me and its not good at all
this kind of got out of hand but anyways, like i said im probably going to take a breakk . i dont know for how long, maybe a week, maybe a month. but i Will come back. i honestly do love my blogs, and i Especially love tp and hw link and i dont want to leave them sitting in the dust like i have my past blog s.
you cna still talk to me on skype, and im willing to give it to mutuals i f they want i t and what not . and you can still find me on my personal blog @inklinc