"Why do you hate me so much?" -- {{ A crying Yeogeol }}
The urge to scream was growing as the tears begun. Why was he even attempting to explain his reasoning if this was the result? “Who ever said that I hated you!?”, he snapped out, his anger spiking too much to contain back any of the more bitter side of his personality, “I keep saying over and over that I need some space. That doesn’t mean that I hate you”.
He sighed, hands balling into fists by his sides as the urge to just break something continued to build. He wasn’t as soft and cuddly as the girl sometimes seemed to make him out to be. Yes he was attempting to settle in, attempting to lead a ‘normal’ life but that wasn’t about to happen overnight and sometimes, sometimes he just needed space.
“And stop fucking crying! I’m not my brother. Stop treating me like I am”
And with that he stormed across to the other side of the bunker and slammed his door shut - very clearly letting everyone know that he wasn’t to be disturbed, Saeran leaning back against the door with a heavy sigh. He didn’t need this right now. Everyone here could pretend to play happy families all they wished but when he requested to be left alone then those wishes should be heard.
He sighed and let his body sink to the ground, hugging into his knees as he rest his forehead against them, nails digging into his arms as the adrenaline rush ended and a wave of guilt came to settle deep within his chest instead.
Sometimes, no longer being numb felt more like a curse than a blessing.