Dec 24, 2024
Randall was my FIRST FAVORITE CHARACTER in my entire life, and it STILL HURTS
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Randall was my FIRST FAVORITE CHARACTER in my entire life, and it STILL HURTS
Going through the hard period.
But posting my new snake pet on my Tw!tter. Mister Bateman helps me a lot emotionally
The list of music videos that traumatized me in early ages:
MGMT - “Kids”
Vacuum - “I breathe”
Soundgarden - “Black hole Sun”
Oingo Boingo - “Little girls”
My Chemical Romance - “Welcome to the black parade”
Maruosa - Aca
Aaaand that one, which I can’t find, but I remember that there was a dystopian town, where X-ray robots were dissolving humans who were infected by worms.
(Metallica - “One” is still my favorite and the most traumatizing, but it happened when I was young adult already)
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100 followers on my YT channel!
That’s a lot! But never the final destination.
Welcome to my pocket Galaxy! You are in my brainraining area! I’m Roman Mourandel (Bradezelestial, PsychoPacifist) - artist, comic artist,
Today I understood the real meaning of the sentence “touch the grass”
I’m having the most massive burnout for two years rn, and I couldn’t get the reason. I just forbid myself to rest - only comissions, duties and a fucking bunch of free requests.
Everything I do has a purpose. Even free requests give me a challenge and a food for you guys. But I forgot how to draw for myself what I really like. Not taking in a view other problems I’m solving alone.
So today I finally decided to take a one-day break (or I will fucking die) and go for a walk. I realized that I’m just staring between textures: all these shades of green, blue and grey, covered with a sunshine overlay. And yeah, today is pretty hot outside.
And that feels amazing… your head is the purest clean void ever. It’s like a discovering a new dimension…
P.S.: The noise-cancelling headphones purchase was a great decision, because this audial chaos would kill me
The plot of my own Inside Out.
First 7 years emotions are evolving and trying to work cooperatively.
After severe Host’s trauma Disgust takes the leading role as the most organised. He always tries to keep everyone under control and ordered, even chains Anger to prevent breaking the mechanism.
Every passing year it gets harder to control everything alone, and Disgust gets more totalitarian, calling other emotions “useless” and “unimportant”, even sends Joy away as the most chaotic.
So after that he slowly understands, how his precious order collapsing without balance and his team, attracting new dangerous emotions, and tries to fix everything again in the name of the Host’s wellbeing.
I hate fucking mongooses
When I was a young boy my father I was dreaming about a big audience (1 thousand followers, 5 thousands, 10 thousands…). I couldn’t give an answer, why I need them. Money? Power? Fame?
But now I take a look at my life and realize that most of the time I just was lonely in the ignorant silence. I just thought that if I have 10 thousands of followers, at least 10 of them would know my new hyperfixation and talk to me about it. Because hyperfixations are the battery and the shocker at the same time.