this starter thing -- @pulitzerlost
❛ my ex is fucking a man my mother introduced to her.
you didn’t need to hear that, but i needed to say something
because if i didn’t i’d write about it and she’d threaten to sue
me again. ❜
lanky fingers wiggle in the warmth of his worn jean pockets,
feeling at the wedding band he was going to pawn later today. metal
made him break out if he wore it too long, or if it rubbed against his
thigh for hours, so he put it there, knowing he’d have to, knowing if
he didn’t he’d have a red, irritated patch to remind him he’d not followed
his own rules. it’d been two years, she’d moved on, he’d asked her for the
divorce; there was no sense in carrying around emptying objects that
represented nothing more than failure. there was no sense in telling
random women about who they belonged to, either, but he’d felt compelled.
hatred was impolite, so he used disdain instead, justifying
that the red-head he’d thought he loved deserved it. she had
been so meek, so willing; one would think a man--or any human,
for that matter--would enjoy that sort of submissiveness, but hers
always came with a quiet, subtle passive aggressiveness. she’d
taken years from him, and now she took minutes; he couldn’t find
ways to escape her quick enough.
❛ she treats me like i fucked her sister, and honest to god, it
was only over the clothes groping. ❜ jesus fucking christ, he spoke
inwardly, his own humor and bluntness stunning himself. ❛ i’m sorry,
i’m not a prick, i promise. i didn’t do anything with her sister. i’ve been
drinking. ❜