(Damn apparently I really needed to yap about this, ok)
For the canon disabilities- both of my forms just sucked. In my EAPS form I couldn't actually walk because my legs were too skinny and weak to support my weight, and if I did somehow manage to walk on them it hurt like hell and I wouldn't make it very far, plus they would hurt for days afterwards. I learned to float juuust above the ground so it would look like I was walking, but I wasn't actually. Ya girl's clever like that.
And god, this got even worse during the period when I had to stop using my powers. Floating, stupidly enough, required my powers and thus I couldn't do that anymore. I distinctly remember being in a wheelchair at some point, but I don't know how I managed the rest of the time. I think Foxy might've carried me around when we were at home.
My fucking hair was also an issue, of course. It wasn't just bright white, it was glowing white. I had to always have it off my shoulders because it glowed just enough that it could actually make it kinda hard to see, which definitely makes sense??? And, of course, when I used up enough power that it turned black, the ability to fully see was quickly overshadowed by how incredibly tired I would feel. I could not catch a break bro 😔
Also, both me and Foxy stuttered, but mine was generally worse than his for whatever reason.
I was cold all the time, didn't matter if I was wearing something warm or in a warm room, I was always cold. And not "kinda chilly" cold, like, close to ice-cold cold. I don’t know why. Made it even more difficult to move cuz it made my limbs be slow. The one and only upside to this was making Foxy jump whenever a cold ass hand touched him by surprise.
I don't remember canon FNAF events too much (going crazy for decades and then killing my dimension yayyy), but I remember my canon form also sucked. For some reason my fabric ripped a lot, and even though it didn't hurt, it wasn't at all pleasant to see stuffing coming out of me. I didn't have access to that much string and I didn't have a needle, so most rips ended up staying there for a while until I could find some way to plug them. l'd have to stuff the stuffing back into myself if too much got out, and for some reason the amount of stuffing in a limb translated into how well it worked. I remember one of my arms getting really empty at one point, and it became nearly impossible to move until I got it full again. There were also parts of me that were stained and sticky and felt uncomfortable, I have no idea what caused that though. My mask was also heavy and weighed my head down, making me hunch over, which hurt my non-existent spine weirdly enough??? I exclusively floated in this form, so l don't know if it had the same leg issues as my other one.
Overall, the aesthetics of my forms? 10/10 no notes.
The actual functions? 1/10.
- Puppet (EAPS) (tag as fictive pls)
