#pureinthismess

[eventingarab]

I'm obsessed with all your ponies tbh, I can't help it

Hey babe! I'm a little obsessed too, no worries. ;)

[jurrasshole]

pureinthismess replied to your post:im gonna have a breakdown its ok

Nooo

moment passed its ok

[decodethefallenmoon]

pureinthismess replied to your post:I just want my own fucking apartment and shit...

Bc it’s great 😊 I love my place

Shit's beyond expensive around here unfortunately and I am obviously not working and hella broke. A 1 bedroom 1 bath apartment is generally between 900-1,200 bucks in my general area. 

[decodethefallenmoon]

pureinthismess replied to your post:I hate this mindset- and this includes all...

This so much. Because my bipolar shouldn’t affect my daily life and I ‘don’t seem crazy’ well fuck You I do struggle y’know

Yeah no I've gotten that in the past couple of years, when people find out I'm bipolar and have generalized anxiety, they're say, "You seem normal though." How about you think about the fact that I've gotten good at faking that I'm not having anxiety by forcing myself into uncomfortable social interactions for a couple of days a week, and then sit at home on the fucking computer every other day.  Besides that, I was mostly focusing on my frustration with a post rikkipoynter reblogged of someone who was deaf/hard of hearing (I'm not sure which one, so correct me on which one it is for that person), and their disabilities office official coming up with bullshit ableist reason after reason for why they didn't need the sign language interpreter they were asking for. I should not be given more support than that person. They deserve just as much understanding and acceptance and support as a mentally disabled person. 

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pureinthismess replied to your post “pureinthismess replied to your post “pureinthismess replied to your...”

Yay I'm proud of you ! Just eat like soup and noodles and ice cream for now :)

I had pizza.. I couldn't resist haha. But tiny bites and not the crust. It's alright now

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pureinthismess replied to your post “pureinthismess replied to your post “I’m so adult I can’t even talk on...”

I don't answer unless it's someone from AA/CA or Sam and I feel that,I should go to the dentist to but urgh nooo

I went, tooth is out and he was nice and gentle and have me heaps of extra injections to numb the area because I kept saying if there was even a little bit of pain while he was pulling it ha. He said I should feel it but not feel any pain like the needle going in and it was worse pain so I was like nope fucking nope, stick that needle back in and numb it more.. Was like around 7 injections instead of just 2 but then it worked and it didn't hurt, just felt really funny. But the roots were all infected which was why it was causing as much pain as it did and now that it's out it's gone.

I just have the normal ache from having it pulled but it's nothing compared to before. And I have a sore jaw because the pliers slipped off the tooth at one point and he accidentally smacked me as his hand came back but it's ok. Just hard to try and eat tbh

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pureinthismess replied to your post “I’m so adult I can’t even talk on the phone or ring to try make an...”

Dude me and Sam hate it we're both like 'you do it, no you' so don't stress

Phones are just a huge phobia and anxiety trigger for me because I can't see the person I'm talking to. I can actually answer my own phone now but I used to be so bad if like the landline phone rang right next to me and there was no one else around I would have a panic attack until it stopped ringing.

And I don't want to make this appointment because I don't want to go to it. lol

[eventingarab]

Hi ! I'm Rosie annnd my favourite ice cream flavor is probably the soy chocolate peanut butter one. My favourite colours are pink and red. I ship vauseman SO HARD and I do have a kitty :)

Oooh, what's Vauseman from? Pleasure to meet you!