Personal Rant
He comes when he wants,goes when he wants, never calls or sends messages.He's not saying 'i love you' anymore and he thinks it is OK to not answer me at all. We just had our 2 month anniversary, maybe to someone it is not something huge, but for me it is, and when i wished happy anniversary to him, he fucking didn't answer me. We havent spoke for one weeks. He was in a different country or still is. I don't even know anymore. When he went he thought that he shouldn't mention it to me at all, like who does that??? I really hate him but at the same time i cant, i fucking can't because i fucking love him. Fucking fucktard, piece of shit, but at the same time one fine piece of sweet ass.. If he wants he can be very sweet and lovely.
I'm just wishing i can see him, or even speak with him normally. I want all those nice and good feelings back, i want to be sure that he loves me too, I DON'T WANT MUCH, just some fucking sureness(is that even a word???) but i don't fucking care... I just want HIM. I WANT MY BOYFRIEND BACK...
