#pursonall

[unregularpussy]

I hate more of u than u know so if I ignore u, cancel on u, or hit u that doesn't mean I'm busy or mean it means I no like u

[unregularpussy]

I'm just so upset about everything and how I am I'm so boring and stupid and my problems don't even feel valid half of the time every thought that has entered my mind in the past month is building up. It's all fighting for its spot inside of my head squeezing into the tiniest crevices and pushing out everything else. That's why I can't even perform everyday tasks correctly I just wish I could go back to the time when I could only think and feel nothing at all.

[unregularpussy]

At this point, I’m begging for someone to put me in my place. And cut the sympathy out. I’m such and angsty bastard and I complain a lot and make other people feel bad. No one has ever said, “Hey I get that you’re upset, but shut the fuck up, it’s not even that bad and you’re being rude so calm the fuck down”. I don’t understand why either. I respond well too the bitter truth. And it’s not as if I don’t know it’s the truth, I just have no reason to stop if someone doesn’t make it apparent that it’s a problem. But I know it is. I think it’s come down to not respecting the people I know I’m bothering. I just don’t give a shit about you enough to keep in mind weather I’m being irritating or not. The only people I respect are the ones who told me the cold truth which needed to be stated. People don’t do that anymore I guess. Someone punch me already.

[challengefinders-blog]

oh.

maybe this is just me. but.. whenever someone doesn't acknowledge me pretty quickly or just doesn't reply, no matter the reason, I get the feeling they dislike me. I mean they could honestly have just not seen it or not heard me or something but I still freak out and think they hate me. This especially sucks online since most people are so busy and don't reply immediately. I have a legitimate fear that most of the people I follow actually hate my guts and whenever they post something about "that one blog they hate" I think they might be talking about me.