I can be sensitive and say in this season of my life this is such a true statement —I'm getting older, (I can finally admit to that!) and there are days I'm so excited of the woman I have become, but then there are some days it bothers my very core that I can't stop time. I've accomplished and I've failed. I've experienced and I've moved on. I've loved and I've lost. I think when I actually sit, like literally sit, and reflect on my life, I wonder when will my time get here? When will I be loved by a man as much as I love him? Did I pass someone up? Did I miss him by a chance? Did I say no when I should've said yes? Am I meant to be my own company? Can I truly be happy with that? It's a rubber band ball of questions! They are frustrating questions! Mostly because how in the world do I answer them! (I'm such an undercover control freak with my own self) Then there is a whispery voice with an occasional giggle (because these questions aren't a one time battle with myself) that tells me, I am Love, I am your most truest company, I am your biggest fan. Love is Me, this Love surrounds the very being that you are. It grips you tightly and let's you release those worries. • • • #stillnessofmysoul #wait #bestill #liveauthentic #liveloved #bedeeplyrooted #lovethelittlethings #pursuewhatislovely #sincerelyS #vsco #dailygrace #mybeautifulmess #choosedelight #thatsdarling #shareyourheart #biblestudy #soulscripts #captivating #pursuewhatmatters #livebygrace #thehappynow #morethanenough #walkingreflections #choosedelight #wholehearted #wholeheartedrelentlesspursuit #womenwriters #womanoffaith #womenoftheword #womenempoweringwomen
