#pwut

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she was never going to be the girl next door or the one you brought to your family dinners, but that doesn’t bother her anymore because she knows she wasn’t the one you were going to choose anyway

she always bit her nails and smoked too many cigarettes, she liked to believe in everything her horoscope told her because the universe always had a way of working against her.

she never spoke sweetly or laughed loud enough for the rest of the room to hear, but that was okay with her because she was utterly determined to not let just any silly boy into her heart the way she let you

[wordsofawhinybitch]

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i tried to bottle you up the same way you did,

the same way you put me in that box and checked it off without any goodbye

you got what you wanted from me and that was it

so I decided i’d do the same

so I put every last word, every cracked smile and every little glisten from your eyes into a tiny glass vile

I put the lid on your memory and threw it away

as far as I could

in hopes that my thoughts of you left the same way you did