❪ @pxtcher // cont. ❫
it is merely a fall back; withdrawal of his progression for he had not done (or was not caught to be more accurate) in any of his former offenses however ... boy oh boy, the temper’s unremovable and with that inherited execrable uncontrollable conduct he’s relapsing once more. ilseong wants to sob but he is stronger than this. stronger than he believes he is. patience is virtue and he lacks it... lacks it greatly, to an extent that if aid will not be sufficed at the nearing minutes he would lose it, he would snap at someone. lord knows that he has got no god -- quite a recalcitrant boy, obviously so it would be no exertion to impair someone. the scowl on his facade is familiar for he offers it more than often and jaeho is yet another victim of the younging’s noxious attitude. nothing personal in his demeanor --- he is solely unforthcoming. his willingness to divulge information marks quite low because elaborating on how he’s gotten into such vile mishap for the god knows which time is at the bottom of his list of topics to converse about. it hardly does revolve around trust but rather around shame ... his own mortification and self-flagellation that he’s beating himself down in the back of his mind. jaeho must comprehend, mustn't he? behind the dfg gaze that is aimed towards the floor and with fiddled scrawny fingers lays dread, and it is horrendous. he must comprehend... he must.
❛ it’s not about how long the story is, it’s about its importance, which in this case is highly insignificant so trust me when i say this, i shouldn’t be telling you about this... ❜















