#pyrah talks

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Is it okay to want to not exist for no reason? I have the love of my life, amazing friends, cool family, but I feel so empty and I honestly would just rather not exist. I don't know how to handle it anymore. I don't know how to handle this feeling. I haven't felt this terrible in years. I just want lay in bed and cry and cuddle my other half until I feel better.

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I feel so useless and not okay. I really just am not okay. It's been like 3-4 weeks and nothing has gone right. I honestly just want to dissappear. I don't know where I'm going to live. I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't want to live. I don't want to pack. If I move back in with my dad, everything I've done would be pointless. I would have made no progress in my life. I can't do this anymore. I just want things to be okay...

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name: Pyrah nickname: Pyrah birthday: November 12 gender: Gender Fluid; Female most of the time.  sexuality: Pansexual height: 5ft3in time zone: Central Time Zone (UTC-06:00) what time and date is it there: 11:08 A.M, 9/5/2014 average hours of sleep i get each night: 9-10ish? otps: 

CroMara

AkuRoku

Kevedd

LuluSuzu

Junjo Egoist

the last thing i googled was: 2014 Chevy Spark (cause that's the new car my roomie is getting and I wanted to see what it looked like) first word that comes to mind: Food what i last said to a family member: Does saying "I love you" to my boyfriend count?  one place that makes me happy and why: The lake. I love listening to the sounds of the water hitting the rocks.   how many blankets i sleep under: All of them. favourite beverage: Grape Soda the last movie i watched in the cinema was: . . . I can't remember. I know I went with pawsquish (who I tag to do this quiz cause I'mma drag you down with me)  three things i can’t live without: Food, Cuddles, and Halloween everything.  something i plan on learning: Korean language?  a piece of advice for all my followers: Always do what makes you happy, but don't exclude the people who want to do the things with you. Your happiness is just as important as theirs. If you're with friends, do things together. (: And say I love you every chance you get to the people who mean the most. You never know when they can be taken from you.  why you created your blog in the first place: I was 15 and my roommate/best friend at the time told me too for the Shizaya. you have to listen to this song: Footprints - Tiesto. You won't regret it.  my blog(s): Oh gosh, um.  Cosplay Blog - PsychosisPyromaniac Porn Blog - what-is-porn-lul Art Blog - Pyrahs-Art-Dump Those are all my blogs including this one.  Now for my tags. Kekeke.  youngjae666 pawsquish milybird crocro-ampora lildorito sadisticbutsweet jmerv44

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When I picture a relationship, I picture 2 people (or more, whatever you're into) not only doing things that make them happy, but going out of your way to make the other person (or people) happy. When you're that connected with someone who you like or love, I feel like it's incredibly important to make eachother happy. Like, self-happines is important, yes, do what makes you happy (because don't forget your happiness is just as important) but when the other person is stressed or unhappy and nothing they do is helping their situation, you should go out of your way to try and help. A simple smile, or even just holding hands when they're upset can make such a difference in the other persons mood. Just letting the other person know "Hey, I'm here for you no matter what mood you're in."