#qatsbie

[gawaine]

My type. Long story short I kinda developed a crush on him over how well he played the violin which honestly is the dumbest thing I've ever heard and I jUST CANT WITH MYSELF AND OMg there's more to the story bUTNIJDFBVINEFVOJNEFIJNEIJFNV

No, no, that makes sense! It makes sense, really

[gawaine]

Lol I though you went to sleep so I figured I'd tell you the rest tomorrow. Lol so anyways I'dk how to explain the next part do bear with me ok? So like you know when you start getting a crush on someone and you start feeling really nervous/anxious around them? I started feeling that, and I didn't really get it cause not to be shallow or anything I'm just being honest like regarding physical appearance like he wasn't my type it's not that he was ad looking (he's not I promise lol) he just want

Nah, not asleep yet, I was having a GoT marathon with Mum.

Yeah, I know what you mean...

[gawaine]

Up but I swear I'm not. Ok so like I didn't wanna just be awkward and just stand there so igo back to where everyone was at to watch him play. So idk if that was a wise move cause he just stops like literally mid song and just goes "I don't know you" so I start like trying to excuse myself and go back to the table I was originally at. So he just starts saying he didn't mean to sound rude he just wanted to know who I was so yea after that we were cool (btws his names cameron)

Oh

it wasn't Blake

[gawaine]

Before I could ask what he meant the lady that calls people in calls his name so I'm just like ok bye maybe I'll see you later, and began practising again but some of Blake's friends came over to talk to me too. So we're all talking but then I had to use the restroom so I go and when I come back, everyone's listening to this guy playing the violin. So like I go in and I automatically know why. I can honestly say I've never heard the violin played like that. I know all this sounds like I'm making

was it Blake

it was Blake wasn't it

[gawaine]

Inside (I know that's the gayest thing ever but his voice literally makes me feel things) as I'm explaining this and some of my favorite songs he starts playing a somewhat simplistic rendition of can't help falling in love (I apparently am terrible at picking up hints because I thought nothing of it) to which I responded to to by going ayeee that's like my fave song by him even though it's everyone else's favorite too lol and so he goes "did my attempt work?"

OK BLAKE IS FUCKING SMOOTH

[gawaine]

So I'm sitting there playing when this guy with a trumpet comes up to me and goes "duDE SAXOPHONE, I LOVE THE SAX" and I was just like ummm and he introduces himself (his names Blake) and he starts telling me that he saw me sitting all lonely and that he didn't think I should be sitting lonely and like we start just conversating. We'd been talking for awhile and we're not he subject of music and I'd been saying how lately I've been listening to a lot of Elvis cause his voice makes me feel warm

Blake is a sexy ass name

[gawaine]

So the coordinator starts like welcoming us and telling us whats to be expected right and so we were gonna either be auditioning individually or as a group but since there was like a lot of people we could go into this big cafeteria to practice while we were called on. So we all start heading to the cafeteria and just like before everyone has someone to sit with I'm the only loser sitting at a table alone lol. I honestly didn't mind because weren't even practicing cause they were socializing

dude don't even worry, being a loser is my full-time occupation

[gawaine]

Was the only person there who didn't know at least one person there (I swear I'm not exaggerating) like I knew some people I know we're auditioning but apparently their auditions weren't till the next day

uh huh