"rafayel is dramatic"
rafayel is not dramatic enough for all the shit he has gone through. if i was mc, i would very much encourage him to lose his shit around me and scream and break whatever he wanted to break and cry his heart out because he really needs to vent. that boy is mourning lemuria. that boy has had the weight of a god on his shoulders and has lost control of everything. raf goes days without sleeping/eating/tidying up because he has the control of fucking his life up and he craves that feeling, and feels like he doesnt deserve to sleep/eat/have a tidy studio. i just know he absolutely loves everytime thomas annoys him about his unfinished artworks because it is like "see? someone's worried about me". raf is not "childish and dramatic". raf is desperately calling out for help and for someone that can comfort him and say "you're not alone anymore and you will never be again".
