Jul 20
sorry gonna admit something personal 🫣
went for a con last weekend & there was the most attractive cosplayer boothing (i genuinely hate how i was so shy & insecure) anyway didn’t end up going to him for a photo and now post-event im just looking at everyone else’s pictures with him with like.... this strange cocktail of longing, regret & self hatred 😭😭😭
i feel like a creep just watching the Instagram stories without having actually just gone up to him for a photo wtf I'm actually mad at myself rn and cursing my crippling self-consciousness…
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