⟢ [ilia masterlist.exe]
♱ = fan favorite .ᐟ || 𑣿 = proceed with caution ── .✦ 𝓫ack to catalog.
malinin, ilia.
i. (physical) therapy [smut. 4.8k] ♱
⤷ ilia doesn’t often make mistakes, but when he does, you’re always there to pick up the pieces. yet tonight, amidst the heartbreaking chaos, you try to run away from the inescapable feeling that suddenly blooms in your stomach. so when you're finally forced to confront that truth, you find a different way to help him. and this one benefits both of you.
ii. bon appétit [smut. 2.4k] ♱
⤷ three years ago, you met the eighteen-year-old skating prodigy at a local rink. and in that time, you've experienced far too many let-downs with guys, whether it's behind closed doors or in a dingy movie theater. when ilia finally stepped up a month ago, you were enthralled. the only outcome you hadn't expected was for him to be absolutely obsessed with eating you out.
iii. wicked game [suggestive. 4.1k]
⤷ you weren't in a good place as his friend; his mental state was never any stronger. jumping into a relationship would only make things worse, though neither of you chose to believe it. what was once soft, calming touches, late-night talks, and sweet glances turned to something that lacked it all. only physicality. and when the final constraint snapped, it all fell apart.
iv. under the desk, on my tongue [smut. 2.0k]
⤷ you love your boyfriend, flaws and all. you've always been his rock, a figure skater yourself who hasn't yet made her mark, but is known amongst the community to be a sweet girl. you like to sit beside him while he plays games late at night, sometimes with others, sometimes on live for his little community to see. but what no one expects is for the same girl to be on her knees in front of ilia, right under the very desk that this all takes place on.
v. FEAR [fluff. 6.7k]
⤷ ilia malinin has been your pride and joy your entire life. he was the boy who infiltrated it almost instantly. and somewhere between childhood and adulthood, the line between friends and more blurred. you explored every first together, and that included your first olympic appearances. though for ilia, the experience carried a weight neither of you could have predicted. for a moment, fear got the best of him, and with you by his side, he showed the world what that was like.
vi. kinda like how hot it gets [smut. 4.8k]
⤷ you don't like him; you never did. skiing and skating — they were different sports. social circles blur, but don't blend. except six months ago, when the relationship was served to you like a sales pitch. neither of you jumped at the opportunity, but it wasn't a choice. cameras, eyes, voices; all focused on the golden couple that is nothing but a sham. and now, just one week before you board the plane to milan, italy, emotions finally come to a head with the man you're supposed to love.
vii. teamwork (and then some) [smut. 1.5k]
⤷ swamped with schoolwork and missed time at your job, you slip on a pair of sunglasses and bask in milan, italy, alongside your overnight superstar boyfriend, ilia malinin. when he wins the gold in the team event, you're both enthralled. and you? well, you might be a little too excited...because making him keep the medal on while you fuck? that's a new low, even for you.
vii. stifle: wrap me in your success [smut. 2.7k]
⤷ it must be pretty exciting to watch your boyfriend win his third world championship title in a row. at least, that's what most people would assume. so what exactly prompts you to bring up the trainwreck of february thirteenth? you don't really know. but when you do — and ultimately decide to push him further, for good measure — ilia decides to let you have a taste of gold, too...in his own, special way.
viii. no place i'd rather be [fluff. 4.1k]
⤷ you’ve been skating with him since you were 15. they call you the “sunshine pair” — always happy to be present, always smiling, always attached at the hip. but as your third world championship appearance approaches, you find yourselves on track to win your first medal, and suddenly, life isn’t so easy. tensions rise, feelings bubble to the surface, and you find that some things aren’t worth suppressing.
ix. sacrifice (eat me up) [smut. vampires. 7.9k] 𑣿
⤷ what happens when a hundred-year-old vampire meets a twenty-year-old human. and when she wants all of it.
x. why wait for the best when i could have you? [smut. 8.9k]
⤷ he was everything when you were sixteen. your teammate, your friend, your role model, and more; so much more. but when he broke your heart, it never fully healed. even four years later, after handfuls of events and competitions, you never mended that bond. but when the pressure finally cracks his resolve, and your own stress becomes too much to handle, the dam finally breaks. and the result? more hurt than you could have ever imagined.
xi. the logistics of head mid-stars on ice [drabble. smut. 1.0k]
⤷ blowing fwb ilia in an arena bathroom during soi. inspired by this video.
xii. all's well that ends well to end up with you [fluff. smut. 14.6k]
⤷ when you're in a relationship with someone for over three years, it's hard to let them go. harder when you grew up just a few homes apart. especially difficult when they've become your home. months of pettiness masking pain, anonymous posts that sounded too familiar to be distant, and the crumbled remains of a dream, all bloom into a mess of everything but closure. and, of course, one moment of weakness that makes you realize exactly what you're giving up.
xiii. you make me make bad decisions [smut. 3.6k]
⤷ he's everything you despise. arrogant, cold — so deceitful that he hurt someone you loved just to reach you. so manipulative that you let him. he's a black hole that keeps on taking, and taking, and taking, until there is nothing left but the remains of what once was. and worst of all? he's your weakness.
xiv. you, just like (heaven) [smut. vampires. 3.9k] 𑣿
⤷ when the bottle lands on both you and your hundred-year-old vampire boyfriend, spending seven minutes locked in a closet doesn't sound so bad. and they're definitely fucking heaven.
series.
♱ ― look after you. [vamp!ilia au. ongoing (ii published parts).] 𑣿
⤷ the world isn't kind to people like him. standing at one hundred and nine years old, ilia malinin's history with love is ― complicated. he was turned in 1923 by a woman whom he adored, betrayed by her that same night; a pawn in her game since the day he'd met her, left to navigate supernaturality himself.
you came along in late 2011, showed him what life could be (although he'd already lived a handful of lives). he let you in, perhaps, against his better judgment. and in short, ilia's world is changing for the better.
until ― inevitably ― the passage of time takes you away, too.
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