Calamity
The air was still, dim, and quiet
He was tall, resplendent, benevolent
A powerful soul
Effortless seduction
In fact he was more attractive when he showed emotion
Pulled me in and I came pouring out
Like the sweet nectar of a honey suckle blossom
A dark enchantment
I was hesitant to embark
Young, unjust lust and frail trust
Heart on my sleeve
Love bursting from my being
Too overwhelming to be received by just one entity
He is such a soulful calamity
Are you a part of my destiny?
Tyranny, with a spiritual symmetry
Unknowingly consenting to my own disparity
A lonely Soliloquy of tangled epiphanies
Each time he declined my desire to be invited
Raced away after every embrace
Dismissed my kisses
Thought maybe I could be Mrs.
but he relentlessly resisted
Discreetly treated me like a whore
But he always wanted more
Praying away the memories
As I yearn for higher learning
But there's no escaping a desperate mistake
Some soul ties last forever
Bilking my matter
A slow death, smooth as silk
A forbidden addiction
Toxic, but I'm forced into submission
Flowing through my veins until every inch of my existence is devoured
Until I'm deflowered
My conscious scours as the conversation lingers for hours
Morally, taboo
But fuel for my soul
My weakness, we're so reckless
A war of the hearts
I can feel you thinking of me when we're apart
The chaotic calamity of our remedy
Zealotry erupts as we satisfy our immense gluttony
Presently your revelry is a pleasantry
How I long for our endless ecstasy
- Queen Solstice
August 8th, 2016