Jun 19
everyone reblog to pat the bunny-kitty on the head for setting up an appointment with my lawyer to finish my divorce 🥺✨
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everyone reblog to pat the bunny-kitty on the head for setting up an appointment with my lawyer to finish my divorce 🥺✨
manifesting that 2026 is the year my divorce gets finalized ✨
Things are going VERY badly. Canceling haircuts, probably can't make it to our Pride at all, definitely no silent gay disco. No time to even go find something skanky at the thrift stores. We were so excited.
There's no time, the landlord fucked up our apartment so badly I don't know when or how we'll get back in. It REEKS of mold, and it was 1000% avoidable.
Maybe I don't feel like I deserve Pride stuff this year but the people I wanted to go with do.
Deserve is a fake concept. It doesn't fit. But I feel like any joy I receive is unwarranted for the next [indefinite time period] because I put everyone through so much last year. Got married, had a stupid wedding in a different country, fled after a few months. Cost everyone I love money and emotions and confusion because I thought I was going to be with her forever.
I cost myself a lot too. It's hard to see myself as anything positive and I feel wracked with guilt and ashamed. I thought I'd get a little of my joy back at Pride.
I wish I'd known, when I was holding you that night, it would be the last time before you left me. I would have breathed you in, held you into my ribs - made a home for you, so you'd decide to stay.