#queerianposting

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i think for emotional satisfaction i would like to see abigail pent and paul co-author a scathing academic paper about why jod is a shithead

[queerian]

i am starting yet another comfort reread of the vorkosigan saga

which is ironic considering all the traumatic events in Shards of Honor

thoughts so far

each pass around, i cry about bothari more

each pass around, i am older and find aral and cordelia's incredibly improbable early courtship even more romantic

i am noticing that a lot of my favorite books, or at least the ones i've been reading recently, have themes of compassion for your enemy.

[queerian]

you'd best believe i'm thinking about the whole soul permeability thing and the fact that alecto has been haunting harrow since she was like 9

[queerian]

im rereading TLT again because i need to get my teeth into something non-screen-based but also because i have to collect more data for my theory wherein im insane about anastasia and alecto and Why Harrow's Like That

[queerian]

today in things a neurodivergent 30-something fantasizes about:

i just want my like 4 best friends in one place (my apartment) so they can body double and listen to me tell stories about my stuff so i can marie kondo the fuck out of my clutter and peacefully say goodbye to things i dont need anymore

[queerian]

today i am being menaced bisexually by hazel brugger and pedro pascal

[queerian]

autist struggles with a transition that is not going as planned

[queerian]

i have to say one of the biggest ways capitalism has fucked me in the subscription era is conning me into paying for things on a regular basis just in case i want to use them

that's a particular fuck you to my auDHD ass