May 25th
To women like me, who believes in loving someone till losing them. It hit me today that I'm basically just rendering an image of a forever love or anything that keeps the sanity of forever to people but the process of growing out of love and compatibility crosses my head and I think I have had just a phase of everything that interested me for the time being. What after that? Do I go back sticking to the person or things I once held hearts for? The future terrors me on the part what if am only allowing myself to love someone because I want that and what after I'm destroying their trust and turning them into someone like me? The guilt is there entrenched in me, the backside of my mind is haunted with the truth that whatever I have done and whomsoever I have kept and let be gone from my life were all the choices made by me in my right senses. Or how could I live in the same world as them?
