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[lostalioth]

Hey guys!! So I’m terribly sorry that I was gone for so long without any notice I was unbelievably busy, as well as extremely burnt out and dealing a breakup but i am back and i am going to try getting back into writing. I may continue my kinktober just so its finished and cause i liked the ideas even though you know it’s February.

[vnillaextrct]

Small break

I just wanted to mention to everyone who interacts how much they mean to mean. Besides my mom and therapist, I don’t talk to many people. It’s been a long time since I’ve had a best friend or a friend that I actually felt excited to see, but I always get excited when I come on here. Hopefully I will be able to work on something better and worth the value of actually presenting.

Currently, I am changing my anti-depressants, so I’m not sure how to describe what exactly I feel. All I know is that heart is racing and my mind is kinda foggy. It’s stripped me of any creativeness and drive. Impulse is the fuel that I’m running on right now, so I could be back tomorrow for all I know.

Thank you.

[lostalioth]

i have requests to write why instead am i messing around and thinking i wanna change the format of my masterlists and fics when i post them 😭😭

[lostalioth]

i have so many drafts and so many ideas why can’t i just write 😭

[inahochi]

SASAMYAAAAAA  

and that’s it! i’m v busy but i had to *puts crazy emojis* 

[lostalioth]

I have like 4 au! Ideas that I wanna expand on but I also need to finsh cigarette smoke (sorry for not posting the next part to that in a while) so should I focus on cigarette smoke or do I work on a new au?

I need help!

[lostalioth]

I’m tempted to change my theme once again should I?