#queue the sadness

[iamrheaspeaks]

Update

Ive gotten a collective 2.5 hours of sleep in the past 24 hours

Part three of Milly x Ishe (you owe me) is queued for a little later this am

It was draining to write

It’s not happy. It’s not fun. It’s straight sadness. I’m sorry, that’s what came out.

There’s gonna be a part two. It’s already mapped out.

Again I’m sorry. Not gonna be a fun one

Haven’t decided the ending...

august102018

[dreamysweetss-blog]

31st July | 7.42 pm

oh hi there

i'm going on vacation from the 6th to the 8th of august.

i won't be very active then, but i'll be using #queue the sadness for, obviously, queuing posts.

i'll be active whenever i can, but i don't think that'll be very often.

♡ stay safe & drink water ♡

[bloodwrit]

see whining under the read more lol

The worst of it is, I have the tools I need to get started on what I want but my anxiety and depression, as per fucking usual, are making the steps to get started on the path look insurmountable. 

I want to see a therapist. I want to see if there is some lingering poison from my childhood that's still effecting me now. 

I just want to be happy. I just want to be healthy. UGHUSHGUHGUHSUHG