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I keep falling for super talented people who either dont feel the same way, move to LA, or both. So when i’m older and they are famous, I will be able to say that I had flings with them and i will be that mysterious animal lady who fucked all the musicians and filmmakers. Maybe I could even use the fame that rubs off on me to help animals. I guess that makes up for all this unrequited love...
I am not chill
I’ve realized recently that i am caring way too much about not appearing “chill” and i’m becoming embarrassed of some parts of myself. but today i am saying no that trend. I love myself. And no I am not “chill.” I’m not someone who totally goes with the flow, and I dont like just seeing where a night is going to take me every night and I like to know where friendships and relationships are going. I am passionate about my friends and partners and anyone I care about. I am passionate about my interests and will literally talk about animals for hours on end. I am awkward when i feel like I am getting too passionate, but i’m also just awkward as fuck and talk a lot, and say awkward things about myself and gross details of my job. I have very little filter when it comes to certain things. I care a lot about what people think of me, and yes that isnt always the healthiest thing but its who I am. I love and like people and I want people to love and like me. I’m an extroverted Capricorn bisexual who is looking for someone who wants the same thing as me, which is a solid relationship, or something that is leading towards that. And today I am saying that I need to accept that about myself. Yes, most people at my college are not like that, but regardless of that I am not going to settle for anything less than that. I deserve someone who doesnt care that I’m not chill and who embraces how awkward and passionate i am about everything and everyone in my life. Someone told me last night that these things are part of my charm and I need to believe that. I am not chill. but I do need to be chill. If certain people cannot appreciate that then I probably dont need them in my life.
If you could paint a picture of any scenery you’ve seen before, what would you paint?
I would paint the sunrise at Unirondack camp on saturday morning. over the pond, its so beautiful
If you could learn to do anything, what would it be?
how to be a cool kid :P jk
speak russian or ukrainian. maybe you can help me with that!
http://www.buzzfeed.com/summeranne/34-cute-chicks-in-nothing-but-hats
i KNOW HOW DIRTY THIS LOOKS, JUST CLICK ON IT, IT ISN'T WHAT YOU THINK
